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found out to be suddenly sick...

so, i got to go home..

1 a.m. .. 12th aug 09..

until this coming sunday..

school time

bubbye.. nk balek SEPINTAR daa.. huhu~

LADY LOVESQUE

It is sad when people I know become the people I knew...

When I can walk right past someone as if he was NEVER a big part of my life...

How I USED to talk for hours...

And how, NOW, I can barely even look at him...

It is sad how time can change...

Each and every one of us...

I miss the old times...

I miss my memories in the past...

I miss everything that happened long ago...

I wish...

If I could ever turn back time...

I would never be this close to him...

Because I know he'll leave...

I'm now a girl who's so scared to get close to anyone...

Because everyone who ever said...

"I'll be there..."

LEFT...

How do u expect for me to trust anyone now...

After all that happens, I won't...

I'll only trust myself...

Always and forever...

Fullstop~

A REGRET AND ONE MORE CHANCE

a story to be shared..

there's this little girl whose parents are very wealthy... however, her parents were too busy to even care bout her... There's only her maid to take care of her... one day, she accidentally scratched her father's car... her father was so mad at her... he beat her palms until it swelled... he just simply ignore her cries... he ignore her apologize... the girl said "I'm so sorry" again and again... but nobody took notice of her... and her mother... she did nothing about it... the next day... two days after that... one week later... the girl's palms turned to be worst... the maid told the parents about it but they just asked the maid to put medical creams on the girl's palms... the maid did as she was told... but the girl still didn't get better... then, the maid insisted the parents to bring the girl to the doctor... the doctor said that the girl's palms were already infected and need to be removed from her hands... the girl's parents were shocked... stunned... but there's nothing else they could do... they just follow the doctor's advice... and the little girl... she knew nothing... when she was brought into the operation room... she just gave an innocent look to her parents... and all that she knew afterward was that her hands is different... she couldn't feel with her fingers anymore... when she saw her parents, she cried... she said that...
" I want my hands back... I just want them for a little while... so that I could shake your hands... so that I could seek for your forgiveness... just once... and then you can take them back... so that I wouldn't scratch your car anymore after this... Please give me a chance for a proper apology... Please give me my hands just for a short while... please..."
The parents couldn't say even a word... they regret that they ignored their only girl... All they could do was cry... they can't turn anything back to normal... And the girl, she grew up without hands... and without understanding what happened actually when she was a little girl back then...

we've done so many things in our life... and there are certain things that we regret... be grateful if we still had one more chance... be sure to use it properly... and for those who can't do a thing about what they regret... life must go on... take it as a lesson... and promise urself not to repeat what you've done... bear in mind that there's always something behind everything that happens... just that whether u realize it or not... i'm telling this to myself... and all of u out there... coz i'm an ordinary human being... and humans do make mistakes... but it's up to themselves to decide what to do next... regret it... try to apology... do something to turn things back to normal... or just do nothing about it... as if it never happens...

only ourselves can determine our own selves...