Tuesday, August 30, 2011

why do you?

why do you have to come back..
why do you have to be here..
why do we have to accidentally be at the same place, same moment..
why do i have to accidentally saw you..
why do you have to destroy the wall that i've built..
why do you have to take my strength away..
why do i have the courage to let this out only to myself..
why...
and yes.. i'm running away..
i know He knows best..
InsyaAllah..
Innallahamaana..
=')


Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Alhamdulillah

"Andai kata kita saling tak berhubung dalam satu jangka masa yang lama... dan kau terasa kehilangan aku, kau kena tahu sebenarnya Dia sedang penuhi masa itu dengan sesuatu yang lebih bermanfaat untuk kau, sesuatu yang aku tak mampu beri pada kau."

"The man that decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th"

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah ya Allah.
Thank you for opening my eyes on the 10th hour.
Hidayah itu terlalu subjektif.
Antara nikmat terindah dariMu, ya Allah.
Kau kurniakan rahmat dan hidayah dalam ramadhan yang mulia ini.
Barakah bulan penyucian ini.
Terima kasih, ya Allah.
Aku tahu Kau telah tetapkan yang terbaik bagi kami.
But I won't stop praying, waiting, and hoping.
My faith towards You, ya Allah, is very deep.

Alhamdulillah, kau temukan kami.
Alhamdulillah, kau pisahkan kami.
Aku pasti, Kau telah menetapkan sesuatu yang terbaik untuk kami di suatu masa nanti.
Aku akan terus menanti saat itu tiba.
InsyaAllah.

Aku redha, jarak dan masa yang telah kau tetapkan untuk kami ini.
InsyaAllah, akan kami jadikan medium terbaik untuk kami berubah menjadi lebih baik.
Guide us, ya Allah.
Stay with us.
We need you, ya Allah.
InsyaAllah, I'll try to be strong.
InsyaAllah, I'll smile all the way through.
InsyaAllah.

ya Allah.
Izinkan aku meneruskan sesuatu yang telah aku mulakan.
Izinkan aku menyudahkan tanggungjawab itu.
Izinkan aku, ya Allah.
Accompany me in this voyage.
Lead me to be a better muslim.
I know, Innallahamaana.
Thank you, ya Allah.
Alhamdulillah...

Saturday, August 6, 2011

you're out of our story

dear anonymous,

think before you judge.

must everything i want to say or do be related to him?

i have my own life as well.

he's another part of my life.

i know somehow my life revolves around him.

but that doesn't give you the pass to assume that I'm all about him.

i'm not torn to death, yet.

so, please.

stop being so judgmental.

in this case, you've got me wrong.

*sigh*