Wordless Wednesday #1 - smile! all gracefully done... ;)

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XBOX 360 percuma! wahh!

annyong haseyo! assalamualaikum~

oh, ini hasil hari ini ;)

uuu... tempting tak semua2 tu? eheh.. hanis, tajuk tak boleh nak gempak lagi eh? hehe.. tapi betul apa. hari ini Muhammad Alif Irfan dapat XBOX 360 from mama & papa. mengapa?? kenapa?? sebab apa??

taraaaaa....!!!

eh... bukan!!

haa.... ini... baru betul...

kenapa pulak dengan ini? 

tuu.. teka tuu... apa lagi kalau dah kain pelekat tergantung rupa tu kan.. sunat laa~

untung betul budak lelaki.. sunat.. dapat xbox pulak.. amir dulu, dapat ps2.. aiman pulak, dapat ps2 punya console set apa benda tah.. yang ada steering, gear, clutch, banyak2 semua tu.. yang guna untuk game kereta tuu.. belum campur dengan atuk nenek makcik pakcik abang kakak bagi segala lagi. fewh.. best tuuu... ahh.. tapi yang penting, semua2 tu aku join sekaki main tungging2 pagi petang (eh, kerja). malam je lah. eheh~

*p/s: eh, budak perempuan get 1st period tak dapat apa2 pun? ;p

Malaysia Shipowners Association (MASA) Annual Dinner

Pleasant evening everyone! Assalamualaikum =)

nampaknya hari ini saya kira, berblog tanpa henti ya?

Have to admit, life's been hectic recently, and yet, so many things to be shared here.

MASA Annual Dinner? Bagaimana saya boleh terlibat dan terjebak? Apa kaitan saya dengan MASA? ;)

I'll just let the pictures do the talking.
MASA Annual Dinner, Hotel Istana, 021211, 20:00 p.m., blue-white theme.


upon arrival;

Malaysia Shipowners Association (MASA)

Mama at the entrance sculpture.

yours truly, oh, the ice sculpture was nice. it's an anchor.

socializing. kat belakang tu Tok Chik saya. =)

now it comes to our table and of course, the food;

 table 46, Saujana Marine Sdn Bhd

lighting semua biru, maka muka pun biru.

the queen and the princess. That one on my left is Mr Fikri, one of our directors.

table deco, rajin sungguh nak menyusun kerikil sebiji2 macam ini.

air dia pun warna biru, ikut tema. sedap jugak air ni.

appetizer. memang lazat sampai licin pinggan macam nak tambah lagi je. yummy!

my plate. 1st round baru... hehe.

malangnya, terlalu lazat sampai terlupa nak snap gambar main dishes and dessert. terlalu khusyuk menghayati hidangan2 yang enak2 belaka. 10 dishes served on our table. heaven sent! some of them were crab meat cream soup,  chinese fried rice, butter prawn, honey-pepper roasted chicken (a fat WHOLE chicken; drooling!) and so many that I can't even remember their names! nama mewah belaka dan sedap2 pula kan. plus, sebab lapar and tempting sangat semua tu, tak sempat tengok dah nama makanan. maka dengan rakusnya menikmati dan melahap segala yang ada. teruk betul perangai kan. hehe..


next, performance by Misha Omar and Nor Ain Izzati;

actually before misha and ain, ada andre, a singer in the eighties. but masa tu i was in the ladies. tak sempat tengok. suara ain ni sedap gila. goosebumps! believe it or not, she can't see. dia cacat penglihatan. tp suara dia memang sangat2 sedap. misha omar pun tergamam tau!

afterwards, ada lucky draw. hadiah dia, gila2 punya. sponsored by corporate companies. ada several ipads, several blackberries, several iphones, plasma tv, even jongkong emas pun ada! mewah sungguh. ada banyak sangat hadiah lucky draw ni. bukan yang macam saya sebut ni je. some are not mentioned. sebab banyak. tak ingat. but i was just not lucky enough. hehe. takde rezeki. but above all, still happy sebab dinner sedap~ ;)

and i guess that's the end of this. happy sunday! ;)

Dr Hanis on duty.

Hi all! Assalamualaikum =)

title macam gempak. Dr Hanis? Eh, dah jadi Dr ke? Bila habis study? Eh eh?

eh banyak pulak nak eh nya ni. hehe.

okay. back to the main point.

here, I was assisting a Dr in University Hospital (UH) a.k.a. Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM) on taking a blood sample from a patient in ICU, Wad Perubatan 1.

Have a little chat with the Dr when I come to visit Tok Abah in UH few weeks back. Common chats about myself, my study and blablabla. And he asked me to assist him doing this and that since when he asked about my study I said I'm a medical student. and there it goes.

This is my Tok Abah actually. He's in a coma. But recently, he has started to open his eyes. Alhamdulillah. He's been staying here for a month already. Fortunately, he's been showing a quite excellent progress. Alhamdulillah.

Tok Abah, we always pray for you to get better soon and enjoy ikan seludu and pisang kaki and air nira with us like we used to do when we all gather in beloved Bukit Mertajam, InsyaAllah. =)

much love,

December Giveaway: Apple iPad 2 // 16GB White

to begin with, I'll let you drool over some of these first. hehe.. 

yup, no need to tell me. oh, I'm so excited!!! this is simply awesome! big thanks to KaelahBee for holding this great giveaway. the best part of the holiday? I think the fact that it is a HOLIDAY! :D

how to win?

To be entered to win, be a follower of Little Chief Honey Bee via Google Friend Connect (on the sidebar!) and leave a comment on the post with your favorite part of the holidays. (Be sure to leave your Twitter name or your email address so Kaelah Bee can contact you if you win! You must do this first entry in order to win!)

For extra entries, you can: (Leave a separate comment for each entry!)

• Tweet about the giveaway using this tweet: "Enter to win a white Apple iPad 2 on @kaelahbee's blog! http://tinyurl.com/765rhwz"
• Blog about the giveaway and leave a comment with a link to your blog post
• Follow LCH via BlogLovin'
• "Like" LCH + Honeybean on Facebook

That's up to five different chances to win! Be sure to leave a separate comment for each and check back at the end of the month to see if you won! They'll have their regularly scheduled giveaways posting throughout the month as well! Good luck! 

This giveaway is open to anyone, anywhere in the world. As long as you can use it, you can win it!

*p/s: such an awesome way to end this 2011, right? #bigsmiles!

click here for more information: December Giveaway: Apple iPad 2 // 16GB White

goodbye beloved "tiger"!

bonjour queridas!

2 entries in a day?

quite rajin kot hari ni. that's why.

anyway, bila lg nk blogging. 

esok sudah mahu berangkat. 

meneruskan rajuk panjang nun jauh ke rantau orang.

akankah sy pulang semula ke pangkuan harimau tercinta ini? 

i'll decide later on, okay? 

yg penting, sy mahu melihat dunia. 

mahu lupakan kecamuk jiwa. 

mahu leraikan kusutnya minda. 

mahu lihat kehidupan. 

mahu kenal erti pengalaman. 

juga, memadamkan memori itu dari ingatan. 

doakan saya, ya? 

tp, wherever i am, i believe that i'll always be under His arms. 

insyaAllah sy akan pulang semula. 

secepat mungkin. 

setelah rajuk itu pudar. 

ya, moga ia pulih segera. 

salam akhir... 

=) 

*p/s: i assure you that i'll miss this tiger and those in it. and i assure you, i'll be back shortly. yes, i will. well, i'll try to. ;)

hiatus; new phase

salam alaik ya akhs wa ukhts =)

it has been a long time since i have put on a gloomy mood on this painkiller. 

thought of enlightening this blog a bit. 

seems quite sepi je kn? 

hehe. yeah, my bad. 

btw, I'll be away for quite some time. 

nnt hanis update psl sana okay? 

i'll try to steal some time from there if possible. 

if not, bear with me. tunggu free la kot. hehe. 

anyway, any idea if i should tuka theme of this blog? blur ni.

and so, goodbye laa then. 

panjang umur, jumpa lagi~

salam alaik.

=)

*p/s:I'll be missing the Gelato Fruity Gelato Galore awwhh.. sobs ;'(

much love,

final task; done. alhamdulillah~ ;')

hanis... tugas kau dah selesai...

he has come to hate you...

alhamdulillah...

ya Allah, tabahkanlah...

jadikan aku redha atas pengorbanan ini...

hanya Kau yang mengetahui saat hati ini menangis tika kata2 itu kulontarkan...

hanya Kau yang faham betapa beratnya untuk menuturkan bait2 kasar itu...

hanya Kau yang setia menemani sepanjang tempoh aku melatih diri menjadi sebegini...

hanya Kau yang tahu betapa getarnya aku saat menerima kata-kata balasan darinya...

namun... aku tetap kuatkan diri untuk teruskan bait-baitku...

agar dia tegar membuang diriku...

3 bulan...

tempoh yang bukan sekejap untuk aku bertahan...

aku hampir tewas...

namun ku gagahi jua...

alhamdulillah...

telah ku sempurnakan pengorbanan ini...

aku tak punya pilihan...

mungkin ini jalan yang terbaik...

maafkan aku...

bukan niatku menyakitimu...

tapi cuma ini jalan yang aku nampak...

untuk membuat kau membenciku...

sekurang-kurangnya buat masa ini...

agar kita tidak mengulangi khilaf yang sama...

ya Allah, semoga dia mengerti...

ya Allah, redhakanlah...

tenanglah wahai hati...

sesungguhnya, yang terbaik akan datang tika detiknya tiba...

ameen ya rabbal alamin...

aku hanya mampu menyatakan naskhah ini sekarang, kerana baru detik ini aku yakin yang kau tidak akan membacanya. maaf. bukan niatku menyakitimu. maaf...

kalau teringin nak baca, baca sampai habis.

seriously, kalau teringin nak baca, make sure baca smpi habis. kalau tak, nnt salah faham, jgn salahkan aku.

"yes, we were never dating. tp aku ingat semua bnde yg kau pernah cakap, pernah buat. i know when you really meant what you said, what you do. i know when you were just lying. i know when you were just nk sedapkan hati aku je. mcm mana aku tau? hey, aku pernah jd mcm kau dulu. lg kejam dr kau. tp aku buat tak kisah je semua tu. as you know me dulu, aku kn heartless. tp cukup la. sekering2 hati aku pn, aku ni perempuan. ada jugak terasa sedikit sebanyak. aku pn xtau knpe aku jd mcm ni weyh. aku tau aku teruk. and insyaAllah aku tak stop improving mana2 part of me yg teruk tu. maybe this is karma. aku terima je. sbb tu aku x salahkn kau walau kau buat sakit hati aku mcm mana pn. sbb aku mls nk fikir. kalau fikir, nnt sedih. tp kau, tak payah peduli lg dgn apa aku nak buat, apa aku nak tulis, boleh? tak payah nk perli2. kalaupun kau rse apa yg aku tulis tu ada kaitan dgn kau, why should you bother? we're strangers right? kau yg jdkan bnde mcm ni. aku tak salahkan kau. in fact, aku tak marah pn kau. sbb aku faham, kau buat bnde2 mcm ni, bersebab. tp cukup la. we're over kn kau cakap. so, please, don't hurt me even more. i'm trying my best to keep going and keep being strong. mmg tak senang. dpn org bole la gelak2 mcm tkde apa jd. tp, hati aku, aku sorg je tau. dah. next, sape kata susah nk kuar dr perempuan bila da tersangkut. sng je. tp yg kau tak keluar2 tu knpe? tak habis2 nk tulis mcm2 nk perli aku kn. aku tak buat apa pn kt kau kn. and kau, suruh aku get over you. and yes, i am getting over you. but why did you say what you said? indirectly, kau buat aku think twice to let go, kau sedar tak? tak kan. because you never care. aku mmg malas nk fikir. and alhamdulillah He made me this heartless. kalau tak? kau ingat senang? and i know i always have Him kalau kau takde pun. now I'll just go with the flow. hey, life's supposed to be simple as it is kn?"

**da habis baca? I wish this is what i'll say to you. tp aku tak mampu. i refuse to. sbb aku taknak keruhkan keadaan yg sedia serabut ni. and aku bkn jenis mcm ni. this is just so not me. so, i choose to just smile all the way through! and jgn salahkn aku kalau instinct aku suruh aku keep waiting. ada sebab aku tunggu kau. and if happens that one day He open my eyes to another guy, insyaAllah aku akan pilih yg terbaik masa tu. but for the time being, let me be here. maaf, kalau ini bothers kau. thank you =)

who cares anyway, true?

maaf, memori itu mengajar aku untuk kembali menjadi seperti ini;

ignorant and heartless

the Hanis you once knew, back then.

thank you.

one-nine; time of the year ♥

Youth and age are not dates in time,

but states of mind.

We have the choice of adding years to our life,

or adding life to our years.

the princess is 19,

for her age is something.

because with the numbers increasing,

comes greater responsibilities.

Allah please guide me.

don't let me go astray.

for You, my love, my angel in despair.

Thank you Allah.

for letting me breathe your sweet breeze of bliss.

back then, present, and moments to come.

Happy Birthday to a princess.

=')

why do you?

why do you have to come back..

why do you have to be here..

why do we have to accidentally be at the same place, same moment..

why do i have to accidentally saw you..

why do you have to destroy the wall that i've built..

why do you have to take my strength away..

why do i have the courage to let this out only to myself..

why...

and yes.. i'm running away..

i know He knows best..

InsyaAllah..

Innallahamaana..

=')

Alhamdulillah

"Andai kata kita saling tak berhubung dalam satu jangka masa yang lama... dan kau terasa kehilangan aku, kau kena tahu sebenarnya Dia sedang penuhi masa itu dengan sesuatu yang lebih bermanfaat untuk kau, sesuatu yang aku tak mampu beri pada kau."

"The man that decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th"

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah ya Allah.

Thank you for opening my eyes on the 10th hour.

Hidayah itu terlalu subjektif.

Antara nikmat terindah dariMu, ya Allah.

Kau kurniakan rahmat dan hidayah dalam ramadhan yang mulia ini.

Barakah bulan penyucian ini.

Terima kasih, ya Allah.

Aku tahu Kau telah tetapkan yang terbaik bagi kami.

But I won't stop praying, waiting, and hoping.

My faith towards You, ya Allah, is very deep.

Alhamdulillah, kau temukan kami.

Alhamdulillah, kau pisahkan kami.

Aku pasti, Kau telah menetapkan sesuatu yang terbaik untuk kami di suatu masa nanti.

Aku akan terus menanti saat itu tiba.

InsyaAllah.

Aku redha, jarak dan masa yang telah kau tetapkan untuk kami ini.

InsyaAllah, akan kami jadikan medium terbaik untuk kami berubah menjadi lebih baik.

Guide us, ya Allah.

Stay with us.

We need you, ya Allah.

InsyaAllah, I'll try to be strong.

InsyaAllah, I'll smile all the way through.

InsyaAllah.

ya Allah.

Izinkan aku meneruskan sesuatu yang telah aku mulakan.

Izinkan aku menyudahkan tanggungjawab itu.

Izinkan aku, ya Allah.

Accompany me in this voyage.

Lead me to be a better muslim.

I know, Innallahamaana.

Thank you, ya Allah.

Alhamdulillah...

you're out of our story

dear anonymous,

think before you judge.

must everything i want to say or do be related to him?

i have my own life as well.

he's another part of my life.

i know somehow my life revolves around him.

but that doesn't give you the pass to assume that I'm all about him.

i'm not torn to death, yet.

so, please.

stop being so judgmental.

in this case, you've got me wrong.

*sigh*

GONE.

MY 'GUARDIAN' ANGEL,

I'm losing you.

Sad.

How pathetic I am.

To others I'll say,

This is just a problem of a boy. He's not the only boy alive.

To myself I know,

He's a big pit-stop in my life and I won't stop believing until I don't even know when.

You're one hardcore, you know that, boy?

That makes me stay.

You told me that I'm better off without you?

You're wrong, but you're probably right.

You told me that I deserve someone better?

You're right, but you're probably wrong.

I never asked for a perfect prince charming,

But I only want someone good enough for me.

Someone that can make a bloom out of a faded me.

You fulfill that.

You're a very very ruthless lad, my Lancelot.

But I'm grateful for that.

At least knowing you made me realize that there're living beings around me, and it's not all about my one and only self.

You know what I mean.

But I know I'm not that good to wish for someone good.

I made mistakes.

Big ones.

I've come to realize that all these times I may give you wealth, vanity, sadness or happiness.

But I never give you time.

I forgot that, relationship-wise,

Only time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.

This is my biggest fault.

I know it's too late.

I know the chances are over.

I know no matter how much I apology or regret, things just won't be as good as they used to be.

But I also know that I can always rely my hopes on Him.

I know He'll give me back what I've lost.

He knows me best, and He never let me down.

I know He won't disappoint me.

I know He knows what I want and He'll give me that.

I hope, I wish, I'll be waiting.

No matter how long it takes.

Life's been beautiful.

Thank You, and you.

=')

hate that i love you

you make me feel bad.

day by day, i hate you even more.

please don't make me.

because afterwards, i'll love you like i don't want to.

since i know i'll get hurt.

give me strength. i know. my bad.

i should have checked.
now that it had happened,
i don't know what to do.
everything seem pointless now.

too late.
curiosity kills the cat.
yes it did.
tell me.
my fault. how should i redeem.
thank Him and him.
for trying to protect.
but it's still a bit too late.
never mind.
just,
lend me the endurance.
thank You, and you.
thanks a lot.
i'm sorry. to You, and you.
i'm so sorry.

3 idle months

SNOW WORLD GENTING HIGHLANDS; 020611; 16:10

okay. not that idle actually. hurm.. i wonder.. where to start..

21st Feb 2011, yeay! holiday time! **big smiles** packed my stuffs.. a little farewell party.. and my mom fetched me at around 18:30 p.m. reached home.. unpacked my things.. blablabla.. the usual stuff..

i started off my semester break with.. NOTHING. yeah. not a single thing. mula2 macam blurr gila tak tahu nak buat apa cuti macam lama sangat je 3 bulan tu.. **3 months tu da habis pn. sobs~~**


decided, nak kerja lahh. dapat jugak monthly income. siapa nak bagi free2?? tiada. **saya bukan girlfriend kepada mana2 anak sultan.**


after some days of job-hunting, last2 kwn papa kata ada kerja kosong kt tempat kerja dia. clerk. okay laa. gaji basic pn okay. overtime pn bole claim. kerja pn tak heavy sangat. office pn dekat je dgn rumah. save minyak. paling penting, 08:15 a.m. baru keluar rumah pegi office. jalan tak jam sgt.

sepanjang kerja 3 bulan tu, best laa jugak. overall okay laa.. pejam celik pejam celik tidur bangun balik pejam tak celik-celik, da habis pun 3 bulan.. **aku malas nk cerita the blahblahblahs of my 3 months working experience.. heheh...**

okay. 21st feb 2011-2nd mar 2011, lepak rumah, pegi buat IC, blablabla. the usual stuffs, again. boring. yeah. kdg2 hangout dgn encik azuan, or jannah, or huzaimah. tp most of the times in these 3 months, dgn encik azuan lahh. sorry dear, i know i drive you crazy nearly all the time. heeeee.. eh eh. i take back my apology. nnt kena marah sbb minta maaf walaupun tak buat salah. okay period. melalut. fullstop.

3rd mar 2011-31st may 2011, kerja kerja kerja. **now i know, penah oh!**

1st june 2011, here and there dgn jannah. upacara mengosongkan purse kt GM klang, beli brg, tgk ustaz saer kt hosp klang. **semoga cepat sembuh!** and blablabla.. **aku malas lagi nk cerita**

2nd june 2011-4th june 2011, GENTING HIGHLANDS. YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay batak. yelaa.. aku tak penah pergi genting pun weyh. sobs~ haha.. touching pulak. okay abaikan. bessstttt.. tp tak dpt main semua benda. sobs~ takpe.. nnt bila2 nk dtg lg.. hehe.. insyaAllah..


lastly, 5th june 2011, esok. dah kena balik uia.. UWAAAAAA!!!!!! kinda malas sikit laa.. tp takpe.. go Hanis!! demi medic.. cehh cehh.. insyaAllah.. pray for me.. hurm.. sedikit dan sentiasa cuak.. takpe.. insyaAllah, kalau ada rezeki.


okayy da habis cerita. sebenarnya merepek je lebih. malas. hehehehhe.. okay, byebye! ;)


*p/s; mind all the blahblahblahs. told ya. i'm quite malas. heee.. chow~