Friday, December 18, 2009


shihin + peddy dlm cinema gelap tu

haha.. hari ni grad.. tp, xnk cite pasal tu dlu.. nk cte after grad pnye event.. shihin, iz, gha, mari, peddy, ayuz.. after grad lbey kurg kul 2.30 p.m., kitorg g klcc.. nk tgk movie.. smpi klcc around 3.00.. so, discuss2.. mle2 plan nk tgk zombieland.. tbe2 seat yg ade pn btabur.. so, gha n iz beli je aa ninja assassin.. 18 sg tu.. kejam gak laa cite tu.. movie pat0t start kul 3.30 p.m., tp lmbt laa pulak smpi kul 4 lbey baru start.. tp, part paling bestnye dlm cinema tu.. bole pulak laa aq ngantuk n tdo je dlm tu.. movie tu sket laa pnye thriller.. tdo jugak.. haisssh.. cane ni.. skola daa abis.. tp perangai time skola bwk lg.. tdo dlm kls laa kn dlu.. xbole blaa aa.. dorg gelak je.. dorg ckp.. pnye aa ngeri die bunuh2 org.. bnde camtu pn bole ngantuk lak ke.. lawak je.. heh.. peddy ckp aq tdo daa laa lame.. segan lak sukati aq je tdo.. haha.. end of story kot.. ngee~

*p/s: ninja assassin is not bad laa.. rain jd hero..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


hmm.. lame daa kn x update.. spm laa.. finally daa abis.. kinda relieved laa jugak eventhough mcm tough je exam aritu.. nvm laa kot.. daa lpas pn.. haha.. i've just lost one of my most precious treasures.. tp, lantak laa kot.. bukn x sayang bnde tu.. tp, mmg daa xtau nk wat pe daa.. xtau laa how to turn things back to normal.. i'm at fault.. i know.. tp, xtau laa pulak nk wat cane.. i guess i'll just let time decide.. daa xtau nk tulis pe daa.. bye laa then~

*p/s: pray for my utp educamp this weekend laa!

Saturday, September 19, 2009


thanx syahida! huhu...

5 facts bout her..

- her name is syahida masri
- she's a sweet girl from KUSISS (previously)
- she got a really pure heart (at least she's not as CRUEL as me.. haha..)
- she worked hard to succeed
- she's so into blogging and she has all the time to update her blog

10 facts bout me..

- in love with PINK and i'm a princess
- currently, no one got the place in my heart
- hope to find a prince charming
- really love my family
- a dedicated shopaholic
- love ferrari enzo coz it's fast
- really want to get 9A1s in the upcoming SPM
- so into cheese
- got 3 wonderful boys as bestfriends
- i love you!! huhu

10 recipients

- amir -u're my blogger bro
- fadhli - u're the most amazing bestfriend i've ever had
- syahida - u gave me this!
- as-syuhada - u put my name in ur post.. that i sleep in class.. huhu
- hajar - we share lots of stuffs.. haha
- anep - thanx for the +maths! huhu~
- skbns - i miss u all!
- kusissians - i love u all!
- phalanxer - i had a great time wif all of u
- you - coz u're reading this.. huhu~

*p/s : i really love u all!!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Thursday, August 13, 2009



found out to be suddenly sick...

so, i got to go home..

1 a.m. .. 12th aug 09..

until this coming sunday..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Monday, August 10, 2009


It is sad when people I know become the people I knew...

When I can walk right past someone as if he was NEVER a big part of my life...

How I USED to talk for hours...

And how, NOW, I can barely even look at him...

It is sad how time can change...

Each and every one of us...

I miss the old times...

I miss my memories in the past...

I miss everything that happened long ago...

I wish...

If I could ever turn back time...

I would never be this close to him...

Because I know he'll leave...

I'm now a girl who's so scared to get close to anyone...

Because everyone who ever said...

"I'll be there..."


How do u expect for me to trust anyone now...

After all that happens, I won't...

I'll only trust myself...

Always and forever...


Friday, August 7, 2009


a story to be shared..

there's this little girl whose parents are very wealthy... however, her parents were too busy to even care bout her... There's only her maid to take care of her... one day, she accidentally scratched her father's car... her father was so mad at her... he beat her palms until it swelled... he just simply ignore her cries... he ignore her apologize... the girl said "I'm so sorry" again and again... but nobody took notice of her... and her mother... she did nothing about it... the next day... two days after that... one week later... the girl's palms turned to be worst... the maid told the parents about it but they just asked the maid to put medical creams on the girl's palms... the maid did as she was told... but the girl still didn't get better... then, the maid insisted the parents to bring the girl to the doctor... the doctor said that the girl's palms were already infected and need to be removed from her hands... the girl's parents were shocked... stunned... but there's nothing else they could do... they just follow the doctor's advice... and the little girl... she knew nothing... when she was brought into the operation room... she just gave an innocent look to her parents... and all that she knew afterward was that her hands is different... she couldn't feel with her fingers anymore... when she saw her parents, she cried... she said that...
" I want my hands back... I just want them for a little while... so that I could shake your hands... so that I could seek for your forgiveness... just once... and then you can take them back... so that I wouldn't scratch your car anymore after this... Please give me a chance for a proper apology... Please give me my hands just for a short while... please..."
The parents couldn't say even a word... they regret that they ignored their only girl... All they could do was cry... they can't turn anything back to normal... And the girl, she grew up without hands... and without understanding what happened actually when she was a little girl back then...

we've done so many things in our life... and there are certain things that we regret... be grateful if we still had one more chance... be sure to use it properly... and for those who can't do a thing about what they regret... life must go on... take it as a lesson... and promise urself not to repeat what you've done... bear in mind that there's always something behind everything that happens... just that whether u realize it or not... i'm telling this to myself... and all of u out there... coz i'm an ordinary human being... and humans do make mistakes... but it's up to themselves to decide what to do next... regret it... try to apology... do something to turn things back to normal... or just do nothing about it... as if it never happens...

only ourselves can determine our own selves...

Sunday, July 26, 2009


ahaha.. today in histoire.. first time in my whole life aq bawak motor.. wo0ho0!!

and one m0re thing, daa nk kne balik hostel laa... cheesy lak.. huhu..

nway, adi0s all!!~

Thursday, July 23, 2009


hello there.. guess where i am?? In beloved SEPINTAR!!! huhu.. how did i managed to do this... i'm in the pak ryte now... got lots of stories to tell.. miz u.. c ya tomorrow!!! adios~

Thursday, June 4, 2009


hello there..

a new look..
it's not that good..
but this is juz my 2nd shot in changing the templates..
well then, do need some help i guess..
so, what do u think?

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

i'm sorry

sorry that i do something u don't like..
thanx for still being the old u i used to know..
so.. still FRIENDS??
I hope so..
I'm sorry..


Saturday, March 21, 2009


You Are Very Bright!

You seem pretty smart to me. You are not very nerdy, you are actually smart in a fun way. You like to be yourself and have the right to do what you like. You will have a very fun and interesting future!

S0unds COOlio... huhu... Is that me?? Dunno... U tell... Adi0s~

*p/s : the pic is UNEDITED lol... hoh0~

how RESILIENT am I??

Results Five;

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Everybody thinks you’re the leader. Well, you think they do and you get what you want when you want, sometimes. Just think of how you would feel if they act what you do to you. Just act like how you want to act, not like how others want you to.

no c0mments... huhu~

Clothing... I am...

Tank Top!

You friendly and preppy, you love to be yourself and have a good time. You're always happy and energetic. Tank Tops are always fun and funky just like you.

A tank top is cute... and I lurve it... hmm... nothing else to say... huhu~



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you are unique and hard working person.
You love shopping and you care about your looks. You alwyas want to look perfect.
you love daydreaming and you are also open-minded

o0ke... I retake the quiz... huhu... hmm... This one sounds more 'me'... I don't know... PINK is my most favourite colour... I guess, those who know me, know this... obvious, ain't it?? h0ho... WHITE comes second... it's so pure, calm and demure... and the BLUE family comes next (especially TURQOISE... coz it's gorgeous... and peaceful... and I LOVE it!!) huhu~

the COLOUR that represents me


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The color blue, , is an introspective color. It's calm, soothing and symbolizes trust and loyalty. you are probably quiet and
a very calm person, I think you are very cool ^^

Like that is so0 true??? lol... thought I'm more to a PINK pers0n... but it's 0oke... BLUE is kinda CUTE as well.. huhu.. I'll try to figure out which part of me represents BLUE... Hmm~

Friday, March 20, 2009


Your style: confident, energetic, kind, talkative, a total STAR

You have HIGH self esteem, and ur very confident in yourself. In sports or team situations, you would probably be the leader of your team. you like to talk, or you just like talking better than listening to someone else talk. you either dislike/hate fashion, since you'd rather be outdoors and releasing your energy. People like to be your friends because you're a nice person and you're not mean. You care about your friends more than you care about money. And you are somewhat good at telling others their weaknesses and giving them good advice.
Here's some advice for you:
Try listening to other people more often and see how it feels. Since you're so talkative, it might be a pleasant change of heart to experience what it's like to be confided in and let others tell you their worries/secrets without having to worry that you'll spill the beans to the crowd. Be mindful of other people's feelings, and don't try to cheer them up with your high energy level or confidence, because sometimes they want to be with someone calm and quiet when they feel that way. The best way to react if that ever happens is to relax and slow down a little or leave them alone for a while. You are a good center of attention, because while people want to be near you, they don't think you are trying to be self centered or selfish by getting all the glamor. You are part of the reason why people always hang out with you at parties, or want to/wish they were. Sometimes, your life can get a little bumpy and rough, but no matter what, with the help of some of your closest friends, you get through it and redeem your happy life again. Your relationships are usually long term, and caring and warm. You like warm places, and are happy near beaches or sports fields. You like summers A LOT not just because you don't have any school work to do, but also because you get to visit friends and cousins from all over the world! Or just stay at your place and have them come to you. Whatever it is, you're happy and the attention is spiraling up and down around you. You love it. All the attention. You would do great as a movie star, too. Sports are also a big part of your life--whether they're only a hobby or a pastime, they're a great way for you to let out all that energy of yours onto the playing field. Sometimes you and people like you compare life to a sports game. Sometimes its an easy play, most times its tough, but you always have the hope that you'll win. Keep being the awesome person that you are and have the outgoing, energetic, and STAR type style that you have!

Juz want to object one thing... I HATE FASHION??? Never ever true... lol... thought I'm the most typical fashion diva... juz kidding... not a diva... but fashion IS my PASSION... well... whatev... u judge the rest... huhu~

white choc macadamia nut

You are a white chocolate macadamia nut cookie!

You're the perfect balance of white chocolaty extravagance and down-to-earth, nutty crunch. You appreciate the luxurious things in life, but you're also deliciously approachable. You'd probably have just as much fun exploring a fancy department store as you would hiking around in the woods. You're a classy, stylish, and all around delightful creation.

Hmm.. Sounds much more like me.. I'm so0 in lurve wif white chocs compared to dark ch0cs.. And macadamia nuts?? Heaven.. Something that I think I would NEVER resist!! Hoho~

c0okie.. yummy~

You are a chocolate chip cookie!

You're sweet (but not too sweet) and you fill other people's lives with tasty bits of awesomeness. You're no perfectionist -- in fact, you're a bit disorganized -- but your friends find your easygoing personality irresistible. You're so popular and loveable that even when you're having a bad day, people still like having you around.

Am I not a PERFECTIONIST enough?? lol.. Thought I'm the most fussy human being ever lived.. huhu.. Disorganised?? I am not.. Keep babbling until things are juz exactly the way that I like.. smooth and sleek.. the rest.. is for u to decide.. huhu~

KCA Nominee... retake~

You're Anne Hathaway!

You're Anne Hathaway, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie Actress! You're pretty as a princess in The Princess Diaries and Ella Enchanted (you look so good in a tiara, hon), but lately, you've been trying lots of new things. Movies like Get Smart prove you know how to be funny, but you also have a serious side that inspires you to take on charity work. You're very talented, but are you talented enough to win a KCA blimp?

o0ke.. I retake the quiz.. s0unds much more like me.. the girly-princess-tiara part.. but then, the personality, i guess I just prefer to be the Iron Lady.. Huhu~

KCA Nominee... I am...

You're Iron Man!

You're Iron Man, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie. You're a super-smart, super-creative, self-made superhero, and you fight for what's right. Thanks to your high-tech suit, you can even FLY, and that's pretty fly! You're a total tough guy, but you also have a sweet, romantic side. It's a super combination, but are you super enough to win a KCA blimp?

Hello!!! I am a girl... Well, let's change the title then... I guess, Iron Lady sounds much more cooler... Heh... Don't mind it anyway... hmm... super-smart?? lol... My buddy once said to me... "Stop being too genius." But in my opinion, he is much2 more genius than I am.. Am I right, 'Tapirus Akramus' ?? haha.. super-creative... self-made superhero... fight for what's right... Hmm... Very true about the 'fight for what's right' stuff... Well, I don't obey the rules that I hate... Coz I think, students have the right to set what they want to do... as long as it doesn't involve crimes, of course... Thanx to my high-tech suit, I can even fly?? I wish I have one... I wish I could fly... Sounds fun isn't it?? huhu.. I am a total tough GUY??? I am a LADY laa... sweet, romantic side??? Ewww... So NOT me... and will never be me... Whatev.. I don't know what else to say.. U read.. U decide.. U judge.. Imagine IRON LADY... not IRON MAN~

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Through the Stanzas

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to TELL someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
If you don't, YOU might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You CAN'T tell your heart what to do.
It does it on it's own...
When you least suspect it,
Or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
But that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay WALLED UP because we're too afraid to care too much...
For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we're afraid...
Afraid of what we don't know,
Afraid of what others will think,
Afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
The thing we fear GROWS STRONGER.
Life is all about RISKS and it REQUIRES you to JUMP.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they WOULD have done,
Or COULD have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you HAD to say goodbye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you NEVER GOT to tell them how you felt? (even if YOU DON'T CARE ANYMORE)
What would you do if you LOVED someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you NEVER got the chance TO SAY I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God forbid)
We might be BEST FRIENDS one year,
Pretty good friends the next year,
Don't talk that often the next,
And DON'T WANT TO TALK at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
Even if I never talk to you again in my life,
And you have made a difference in my life.
I LOOK UP to you,
Most of all I CARE about friends.
Everyone needs a friend someday.
You might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
Just remember and take comfort in knowing somebody out there CARES ABOUT YOU AND ALWAYS WILL...

My knight in SHining Armour??

Average guys are for you because they make you feel special. Go get em!

Go get those sweet average boys that are always better then they seem!

Lol.. I don't really mind actually... btw, since when do I care bout this kinda stuff?? huhu.. I must've been sick.. whatev.. juz talking nonsense.. ignore everything.. hee~

How Mysterious Am I

You can be mysterious, but not often!

Some people want to find out more about you that you're hiding away, but if you think it's too personal, tell them it's not their business. You like getting to know new people, just not too many!

I think... I agree with that.. I told people about me.. juz.. not everyone.. not everything.. coz peoples can use what they know bout us as ammunities against us, right? For me, there's still something that I juz have to keep to myself.. huhu~

My fashi0n sense

Plain and Sensible

You like plain clothing, nothing fancy. you're comfortable wearing just a tee, shorts and tennis shoes. Two words: Walmart & Target.

Huhu.. Like that is s0 true? I don't know.. I do wear something fancy as well.. To conclude.. it depends.. hee~


Like I always said.. there's always something behind everything.. go through this.. and ENJOy~

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

If you could feel what's inside the lyrics... then you're LUCKy~

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


s0rry.. but i guess i w0n't be posting s0 much this year.. since i'm a fiver n0w.. and the spm is getting nearer.. plus t0ns of hw0rks to be d0ne.. i can hardly find time t0 write.. s0, d0n't expect much fr0m me this year.. huhu.. juz.. live life as u want it t0 be lived.. adi0s~

Sunday, January 4, 2009


lol.. can hardly describe h0w i feel right n0w.. sad.. happy.. excited.. scared.. i dunn0.. all th0se feelings c0mbined stressed me 0ut.. with the spm c0ming sh0rtly.. yup.. 1 year is sh0rt.. i guess i'm n0t ready yet.. i dunn0.. it's hard t0 tell.. juz that.. if p0ssible, i wanna turn back time.. but i kn0w it's imp0ssible.. 7 weeks 0f sch0ol h0ls juz g0ne.. in a blink.. lol.. and h0w fast is that.. t0m0rr0w i'm g0in back t0 sepintar.. lol.. wish me all the best t0 face this... (d0n't kn0w a suitable v0cab t0 describe) year.. adi0s mi casa.. 0wlla sepintar.. huhu~