Thursday, December 2, 2010

RHESUS?

Jangan tanya kenapa tiba2 aku letak post nih.. huhu~


The Rhesus factor is an antigen, or more specifically a protein, that exists on the surface of red blood cells. There are four general categories of blood: A, B, O, and AB. Each blood type is further labeled as positive or negative, which is a reference to the Rhesus factor of the blood. People with the Rhesus factor, that is, people with the antigen present in their blood, are Rh-positive. People without the Rhesus factor, that is, people that don't have the antigen in their blood, are Rh-negative (That is ME. Yup, I'm Rh-negative).


A person's Rh type is generally significant only with respect to pregnancies (luckily the Rh does not affect everything in my life.. huhu..). Specifically, a Rh-positive child born to an Rh-negative woman runs the risk of developing Rh disease. Only Rh-negative women risk having children with the Rhesus factor disease; Rh-positive women do not. So, for a Rh-negative woman to have a Rh-positive child, the father must have been Rh-positive (only when the guy is Rh-positive, then I'm in danger. hahah. tp kalau fated aku accept je. there's always hikmah right? huhu..). A Rh-positive man has a 50% chance of passing on his Rh-positive blood type to the child. (Means, if the father is Rh-positive, then the mother will be in a big trouble. aww...)







If the mother is Rh-negative and the child is Rh-positive, and the child's blood enters the woman's bloodstream during the pregnancy, labor, or delivery, the woman's immune system may respond by producing antibodies to fight off the child's antigens which are foreign to the woman's system. That is, the woman's body may naturally produce antibodies which attack the baby's blood, causing the baby's red blood cells to break down. The result of this incompatibility will not affect the health of the mother but it can affect the child's health. Potential health problems include jaundiceanemiabrain or heart damage, and in severe cases Rh disease can be fatal. (Gasp!)
The Rhesus factor is less likely to affect the first-born child because the woman's system will have had less time and is therefore less likely to produce the antibodies to fight off the antigens in the child's Rh-positive blood. If the woman has become sensitized, that is, her immune system responded by producing antibodies, those antibodies will be present in her system for the rest of her life. (I've always been wishing to have quadruplets lahh.. Ya Allah.. please grant this wish.. heeee..). Therefore, disparate Rhesus factor types between a woman and her child can increase the potential for Rh disease in each subsequent pregnancy.





But, every problem has a solution. And I'm grateful for this oke. ;)

Preventative measures to protect against the Rhesus factor disease and their devastating effects are available. Women should be tested early in their first pregnancies to determine whether they are Rh-negative and whether they are sensitized. Sensitization may not only occur through normal pregnancies, but at any time a woman and her child's blood mix, including miscarriages, ectopic pregnancies, and blood transfusions.

If a woman is Rh-negative, and has not yet been sensitized, she will likely be given an injection of a blood product known as Rh immunoglobulin (Rhlg) at about seven months into the pregnancy. This should prevent sensitization for the rest of the pregnancy. The Rhlg shot seeks to destroy any antigens present in the bloodstream before the mother is able to create antibodies. Additionally, it is generally recommended that the newborn be tested for his or her Rhesus blood type. If the child is positive, the mother is often given another Rhlg shot shortly after birth to prevent her from becoming sensitized. Rhlg injections only last for a given pregnancy. Subsequent pregnancies will likely require separate Rhlg injections.
If the woman is Rh-negative and has been sensitized, the Rhlg injection will not help. Close monitoring of the baby should be conducted to ensure that Rh disease is not developing. Blood transfusions to replace the diseased blood with healthy blood may be given during or after delivery depending on the circumstances.


quadruplets!


Yes, I have to go through lots of thick and thins in the future due to this matter. But I do believe that there's a reason behind this. And worry not dear, I'm not the only one in this world facing this problem. So, cheer up and get a life. Face it. You're strong kan. you go girl! huhu~

*p/s: I LOVE YOU dear! ;)

Friday, November 19, 2010

HARRY POTTER

*0oppss.. ni gmbr yg tkde kaitan.. heee*

TGV Cinema
BUKIT TINGGI
Fri Nov 19, 2010 04:20 p.m.
HP7: P1 (PGI13)
RM11.00
Room 7 (Seat L6)

Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part I

td aku g cinema tgk Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows.. sket laa preview.. Mad-Eye Moody mati masa awal2 cerita lg.. Hedwig pn sama.. agak mengejutkn sbb baru nk cari kedudukan selesa di atas seat panggung tu da ada mati2 dah.. haiihh.. and.. sket2 lovey-dovey.. comel! and sdey2 sana-sini.. suspense sket2 sbb sound effect kot.. and spell-ape-bnde-tah yg dorg sebut tu pn buat terkejut2 jugak.. haha.. overall cte ni not bad laa.. erm.. just that.. cpt laa kuarkn part II! hehe.. btw, takyah laa tnye aku best ke tak.. terang2 aku minat that daniel guy.. sure laa aku suka je cerita tu.. huhu.. boy, i do adore this dude since zaman skola kanak2 dulukala.. sgt cute laa kn this guy masa dia kecik2.. da besar pn good looking je.. tp mcm tak tinggi laa pulak.. erm.. first time aku tgk cte ni, of course laa dia pnye 1st movie dlu.. Harry Potter & The Sorcerer's Stone.. or.. Harry Potter & The Philosopher's Stone.. Sama je laa mne2 pn.. Dulu masa aku drjh 4, aku merajuk sbb tak dpt tgk Sabrina The Teenage Witch.. masa tu.. kt NTV7, 8.30 pm smpi 9.30 pm.. biaselaa.. berebut TV dgn adik2.. aku pn duk je dlm bilik.. tbe2 terjmpe VCD HP&TSS.. tgk laa cte tu.. then, love at first sight kott dgn HP ni.. hahaha.. mcm lawak sbb mase tu budak2 lg da reti pulak laa minat2 hot lads ni kn..

Harry Potter & The Sorcerer's Stone

and then kuar laa 2nd movie.. yg ni aku pnjm kwn je cd nye.. hehe.. yg ni aku ingt harry mcm jahat je.. sbb dia makin dkt dgn voldemort kott.. tp.. the main point is.. TOM MARVOLO RIDDLE aka I AM LORD VOLDEMORT ni gorgeous! haha.. tak pasal en.. 

Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets

Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban.. the first movie ever aku masuk wayang.. huhu.. touching laa pulak dia jmpe Sirius Black..Hippogriff tu pulak mcm best je kalau ade kn.. heee.. berangan pulak..

Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban

next.. Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire.. cool seyh yg ni.. aku suka lahh beauxbatons pnye intro masa dorg smpi kt hogwarts.. demure gila.. graceful pn ye.. waa.. smart laa.. and aku suka nama headmaster Durmstrang tu.. Karkaroff.. mcm nama burung je aku dgr.. hahhah.. and aku suke laa triwizard tournament tu.. mcm smart je.. huhu.. and lg satu.. Cedric Diggory takes the lead of the hot guys.. and viktor krum.. aku suka nama dia.. Stanislav Ianevski.. unique!

Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire

Harry Potter & The Order of Pheonix.. the only book of the series that i read before watching the movie.. memang tension.. sbb tau bnyk sgt bnde kne cut.. Evalynn Lynch makes a cute Luna Lovegood! and Dolores Umbridge is perfectly annoying.. and.. aww.. Harry Potter dgn Cho Chang kissed dlm room of requirement tu if i'm not mistaken.. and kakak dormku mse tu suh aku bnyk2 bersabar.. tak pasal2 je kn! haha.. tp aku suka laa part Dumbledore's Army buat patronus charm dlm Room of Requirement tu.. smart lahh bnde2 yg dorg buat tuu.. simply magnificent!

Harry Potter & The Order of Pheonix; Dumbledore's Army

Harry Potter & The Order of Pheonix

lastly.. Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince.. not bad.. tp kurang thrill laa dia pnye horcruxes searching scenes.. revelations of horcruxes.. flashbacks here and there.. last2 dumbledore mati plak tu.. haihh.. makin menakutkn plak aku rse Voldermort ni.. huhu.. nice one laa Rowling.. Kudos!

Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince

aku rasa that's all kott.. penat laa pulak typing ni.. huhu.. till then.. bubbye!



*p/s: i don't care if u call this childish.. because.. whatever u say.. i won't mind.. since i like this! 2 thumbs up! sigh~

btw, i am really looking forward for Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows; Part II
;)

Saturday, November 13, 2010

from my point of view


cinta adalah kekuatan..
yang mampu mengubah duri jadi mawar..
mengubah cuka jadi anggur..
mengubah sedih jadi riang..
mengubah amarah jadi ramah..
mengubah musibah jadi muhibbah..
itulah cinta..

tapi.. masihkah "cinta" jika..

kekuatan itu hilang saat berhadapan dengannya..
mawar tidak lagi dipandang pada indah rupanya.. tapi pedih durinya..
yang semanis anggur menjadi begitu pahit untuk ditelan..
bibir yang selama ini terukir senyum kian pudar.. lalu diganti airmata yang setia menemani tiap detik yang berlalu..
apabila saat bersendirian itu terasa lebih diharapkan..
dan jika hati kian dilanda walang..

namun di suatu sudut yang lain pula.. cinta itu sebenarnya indah kerana..

jika hilang kekuatan tidak bererti timbul kelemahan.. cuma tunduk pada keegoan hati sendiri dan mengalah pada yang disayangi..
yang memedihkan juga mungkin akan lebih terkesan di hati.. lalu sentiasa diingati..
kadangkala juga yang pahit itu adalah penawar..
airmata mungkin juga akan menjadi penyeri.. kepada wajah yang kian sepi..
bersendirian membuat kita lebih berfikir dan menghargai..
dan derita juga boleh menjadi kunci kepada permulaan bahagia..

aku merasa ada yang hilang..
tanpa tau apa yang sudah kutemukan..
aku merasa menemukan..
tanpa tau apa yang aku cari..
dan aku seperti masih mencari..
tanpa tau apa yang sudah hilang..

aku telah belajar sesuatu..
untuk hargai yang ada di depanku..
sebelum aku menyesali kehilangannya..
dan meragui kemunculan sesuatu yang lain..

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

...


cuti sem





boring





uia





lagi laa boring





so





lagi baek boring kt rumah





bye!

Friday, August 13, 2010

...

kadang2 aku memang tak faham.. knape mcm ni.. nk ape sbnrnye.. kejap rasa mcm ok je.. tp kejap rasa mcm.. ntah laa.. Ya Allah.. pe bnde mcm ni.. slalu kne rasa sabar je.. harap2 sampai ble2 pn aku bole sabar.. insyaAllah.. bukan nk buat2 baek ke apa.. tp aku mampu buat apa pn.. nothing.. i've no rights at all pn nk wat apa.. jd.. sabar wahai hati.. kekal sabar.. sabar.. sabar.. insyaAllah..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

my JPA interview 2010

DATE : 5th APRIL 2010
TIME : 2.00 pm
VENUE : KOMPLEKS GURU RAJA MELEWAR, SEREMBAN

yg ni.. my 3rd experience gone through interview.. 1st one.. UTP.. using my trial result.. 2nd one was Yayasan Sime Darby Sponsorship.. trial result jugak.. UTP o0ke lahh.. tp since aq nk wat medic and that educamp give me one priceless experience.. thanx UTP!! huhu.. and that YSD was undeniably a tough one.. i didn't make it to the final level.. but still.. it is a really g0od experience..

0oke.. back to the main point.. JPA interview.. aq g sane.. knowing no one there.. ye lahh.. umah shah alam mengada nk buat interview kt seremban.. memang aa xkan jmpe sape2.. haha.. then, firstly.. signed my attendance kt noticeboard yg ade namelist candidates.. then.. aq dpt panel 2.. at first aq satu group dgn 4 other malay girls.. best lahh jugak.. ye lahh.. sume pmpn.. mcm lg comfy je.. then, aq kne tuka g group laen.. sbb x balanced.. waaaaaa... haha.. tp xpe.. aq.. lg sorg malay girl.. 2 indian girls.. 1 chinese boy.. luckily all of them nicee laa jugak.. sng nk sembang.. huhu.. even the chinese boy pn oke je chat dgn kitorg.. after quite a long time waiting kt luar bilik interview tu kitorg kne masuk..

dup.. dap.. dup.. dap.. huhu.. yelahh.. sape x nervous.. even kalau ni my 10th interview pn sure laaa still nervous.. then.. i was the 1st candidate in my group.. the interview goes like this..

(red=panel)

-sila perkenalkan diri anda..
-kenapa anda berminat dgn medic?
-kenapa anda memilih untuk belajar di luar negara?
-If u were given a chance tu run a hospital, what will you do?
-differentiate traditional and modern medicine
-should traditional medicine be used in a hospital?
-what is your personal qualities, that JPA should give u this scholarship?
-If u were offered a job there, means.. overseas.. with 3 times the payment compared to Malaysia, will u still come back and serve for this country?

done.. my personal advice.. always take the opportunities to talk first.. sbb nnt xde lahh nmpk mcm curi idea ke ape.. tp jgn lahh asyik kte je yg ckp pulak.. nnt nmpk cm too much laa kn.. then, better ckp sket but ade point rather than merapu pnjg2 but pointless.. try to impress the panels with good language.. show that u have vast knowledge and be confident but not self-centered.. body language and eye contact jage lahh jugak.. jgn nmpk nervous.. lastly.. smile!! huhu.. buat mcm conversation pn oke gak.. xde lahh tense sgt kan..

*p/s: all the best!! hope bnde ni helping sket2.. hehe.. sorry lahh if not..


plkn : once in a lifetime~


2nd january 2010 - 10th march 2010..

NAMA : NASHIHIN HANIS ISMAIL

"TAHNIAH! Anda telah terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara bagi kumpulan 1/siri 7/2010 di Kem PLKN Sentosa, Chenderiang, Tapah, Perak."

what?? alamak!! hahahaha.. indescribable gle time nih.. fewh.. kdg2 rase mcm gle2 xmau pegi!! tp kdg2 rase.. xpe.. xkesa kot.. pegi je.. tp, papepn, kalau x sebab ade member best sgt2 kt sne.. rsenye memang disaster lahh kot..

hmm.. 2nd january.. supposed to be at the stadium by 7.30 a.m... tp, sbb gle2 pnye xnak pegi lahh kot.. 7.30 a.m. tu aq baru nk start packing brg.. haha.. then, aq juz bwk 3 psg tshirt+trackbottom.. 1 beg kecik je aq bwk..

then.. sampai2 je.. check brg.. blablabla.. enrolled to CHARLIE.. really2 proud to be a CHARLIE.. the best!! then, the life starts... mle2 memang nk sgt2 blah je cpt2 dr situ.. tp xde rezeki.. sime darby x dpt.. utp mls ah.. bukan ade scholarship.. smpi result spm kuar bru bole apply to be a scholar.. tp.. ade hikmah sume tu.. kalau aq blah.. mungkin aq xjmpe friendship yg sgt2 aq appreciate.. yg insyaAllah sampai ble pn aq ingt.. mungkin aq xjmpe org yg aq sgt2 happy with his presence skrg nih.. mungkin aq xrase manis gle2 duk ktCHARLIE.. mungkin aq x lalu moments yg unforgettable.. moments susah same2.. jd budak CHARLIE memang means kne jd strong.. tp..CHARLIE je lahh kot yg faham kn.. huhu.. and mungkin juge x rase lg dah heaven gle terlepas ble buat nakal.. hehe.. ampun lahh eyh.. saye xreti jd skema!! huhu..

ble kawad pulak.. aq honoured and rse sgt best and senang conduct korg.. jd ketua platun charlie.. aq xnk marah korg pn.. sbb aq rse tugas aq conduct.. lead.. xlebih dr tu.. aq xlayak pape pn.. thanx sgt sbb co0perate.. korg memang the best! serius x susah nk latih korg.. sbb aq nmpk spirit.. nmpk togetherness dlm korg.. precious gle2 bnde ni.. kte xkan lupe kan?? syg korang sgt2!! aq xkesa xdpt 1st place tu.. sbb awal2 ckgu dah ckp kt kte kan.. tp, kalau bole, aq nk korg pnye effort tu paid.. tp, nk wat cne.. kte je yg tau sbnrnye mcm mne kan? xpelahh.. bnde daa lpas.. and then, aktiviti laen yg kte join same2.. bukan nk menang or nk impress sape2.. kte juz nk have fun with each other je.. sbb kte tau.. bnde ni skali je.. memang xske.. tp.. x salah kalau nk buat for the sake of having fun kan..

and aq xkn lpe dak2 kls CB3.. sgt fun!! i'll miss u all.. big time.. kte dance same2.. best sgt2 korg!! aq sayang korg.. then, dak2 KN7.. ckgu baek sgt kn.. x knal korg lme.. but still.. korg sme nice gle and buat kls tu xlahh boring sgt..

papep0n.. bnde ni seriously one of the most precious treasure.. for me.. and hopefully.. for us.. sayang korang!! thanx + sorry for everything.. mne tau kan.. ade time2 aq lead korg.. aq kasar ke.. hehe.. mne tau jugak ade yg trase sbb aq kerek ke.. sorry.. didn't mean to.. and never intend to.. lastly, sorry lmbt buat post.. huhu.. packed jugak lahh life.. huhu.. till then.. adios!

*p/s: the pic is dedicated to all CHARLIE's angels.. love ya!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Finale : part 2


0oke.. time to sambung 2009 momentos..

may..

hurm.. 1st May.. spe bole lpe.. motivasi alihan pljr tuh?? ahahahha.. phalanxers paham2 je lahh.. mls cte pnjg2 kt sni.. bahaye.. hehe..
then.. 4th May.. gle2 historic.. sbpi Rawang pantun smpi peringkat ngri slgr!! huhu.. pemantun 1st:Amira Zulaikha Zakaria... pemantun 2nd:Nashihin Hanis Ismail... pemantun 3rd:Siti Sallinah Salamun... cred to Pn Siti Rokiah n Pn Solehah sbb guide kitorg!!
Most cuak moments in May.. of course lahh mid term.. ngee.. i'm not that study maniac.. so, xyah nk expect excellence lahh.. haha.. buat yg mampu je.. this is when my sejarah failed!! omg.. still.. 30+.. xpe lahh.. humans learn from mistakes.. and failure.. as in my case.. huhu.. but then, still thankful lahh..
29th May.. camping KRS!! Serendah.. 0oke lahh.. have fun laa jugak.. hmm.. final krs stuff i guess.. then, bbm for end-of-1st-sem hols.. nice one.. and memorable..

june...

seriously xde cite sgn bulan nih.. juz.. kne g BTN... best lahh jugak.. sbb rase mcm outing VJA.. huhu.. plus integomb skali.. kt k.slgr.. lg satu best.. jmpe As-Syue kt sne!! rase mcm nk lompat2 je.. haha..

-6th June 09... birthday Aiman-

july...

holiday time!! wooh0o!! Cameron Highland.. then, Le Meridien KL.. nicee.. snap bnyk gle.. sceneries cun at both places.. huhu.. Le Meridien tu juz lepak hotel je.. best!! hehe.. plus shop2 sket lahh of course..
one more thing x bole lpe... 2nd July.. "Tahniah!! Anda telah berjaya terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Kumpulan 1/Siri 7/2010.." waaaaaaaaa!!!! plkn???!!!!??!?!?!??!?!.......... haha.. indescribably terkejut gila!! xtau nk kate, suka or not.. haha.. ntah laa... and in july jugak.. 2 phalanxers kuar.. xpe.. u guys can do it.. even outside.. =D..
30th july.. hi tea for new principal.. pn hjh senaini bt long..
31st july.. historic lahh jugak.. 1 bus of sepintarians kne g clinic sbb high temp.. including me!! haha.. lawak je.. then, kne quarantine kt umah blkg aspuri.. i likee.. hehe.. relax gila dlm tu.. unforgettable one.. haha..

august...

5th august 09.. supposed to be trial sbp.. tp, skola kne tutup pulak mlm 4th aug tu.. nicee.. we got school off for 1 whole week.. then, ble da balik hostel, tbe2 temp aq rise mlm tu.. papa kne fetch 1 a.m. then dpt mc for 1 week.. means, trial skipped again.. then, after 1 week, balik laa hostel.. tbe2 demam balik.. duk sickbay isnin tu.. x pegi trial chem pn.. then, papa fetch 9 pm.. another 1 week mc.. straightaway sambung dgn mid-2nd-sem hols.. total up.. aq cuti sebulan!!! cam x caye.. rekod tuh.. then, org sume daa abes trial, aq baru nk start trial.. wahahah.. xpasal je.. jwb trial xde kwn.. ade nazrin n hajar ku yg same naseb.. huhu..

-30th August 09... birthday Amir!-

september...

still dlm proses menghabiskan trial.. puase!! nothing much.. last tarawih in sepintar.. sob.. sob.. huhu..

-4th September 09... birthday honey!-

october...

semakin ngeri.. 1 month till spm??? waaaaaaaa!!! awak daa prepare ape je nashihin hanis??? nothing lahh!!! x ke cuak patutnye.. adui... and makin bnyk lahh jugak last minute preps and workshops from cikgu2... siap ade biology nite live lg tuh.. aq jd emcee.. kaku!! dipaksa pulak tuh.. waaaaa!!! creepy pnye experience.. xnk ingt dah.. wahha..

november...

it has come!! november.. spm!!! oh no0oo!!! awak ade bace ape2 nashihin?? mesti lahh tak!!!! shaky2.. nervous nk mati.. alamak!!! haha.. fewh...
9th november 09.. trip to sg klah for top 40 trial.. nicee!! last enjoy b4 spm.. huhu.. last naek bus sepintar jugak!! huhu..
ade majlis anugerah kokurikulum.. aq naek stage for pantun... wahaha..
then, 18 nov kot.. spm start.. and the rest is histoire... nicee momentos.. huhu..
20th dec 09... all the juniors went home... end-of-year hols.. gonna miss them.. big time!! huhu..

december...

spm... spm... spm... finally finished!! 8th december 09.. but then, xde org kt umah.. papa g srwk.. mama g kursus kt kl.. that whole week aq duk hostel sorg2 time org laen ade exams and classes.. tgk tv 24/7... naseb baek daa ade astro.. huhu.. gone home.. 11th december 09.. straightaway to one utama.. shop2!!! as usual.. hehe..
16th dec.. hangout kl.. sje jalan2.. dgn iz.. the whole day..
17th dec... graduation of phalanx!! nicee memoire.. i likee.. hehe.. then, klcc.. ninja assassin.. not bad.. 21st-22nd dec 09... educamp utp.. my first interview!! huhu.. 0oke lahh.. mcm conversation jugak.. then..
31st dec 09... ysd interview.. my 2nd one!! tough one.. really.. blew it up.. haha.. nvm then..

fewh.. that's all for 2009... bnyk lg kot yg x jot.. ntahlahh.. ade gak yg x ingt.. hehe.. till then.. bye korg!!

Friday, January 1, 2010

throughout the year of finale


zoom in.. not the cam lahh.. zoom in 2009! enjoy~


adios 2009 and olla 2010.. hmm.. bnyk gle memories 2009.. to be described by words.. xtaulahh nk ckp cane.. bnyk jugak sdey.. tp bnyk jugak happy.. ntah lahh.. jmpe ramai sgt org.. yg aq syg.. yg wat saket ati tu aq wat2 lpe je.. mcm xpnah knal.. haha.. yg aq sayang sgt2 tu.. thanx sbab keep me company slame ni.. to all, i know i'm a harsh person (korg lahh yg ckp aq hati kering! huhu..) aq tau bnyk kali korg mrh aq tp aq xprsn p0n.. kalau korg x ckp kt aq yg korg tgh marah kt aq mmg aq x sedar p0n yg aq tgh kne mrh sbnrnye.. huhu.. so, sorry for all my wrongdoings (bnyk sgt lahh salah aq kalau nk list kn satu2 p0n.. korg tuntut lahh eyh.. kt dunia.. jgn kat akhirat lak.. takutt..) and thanx sgt2 sbb korg sume mmg bnyk gle wat aq happy.. susah nk cari kwn mcm korg.. and i really appreciate all your concern..

january..

time ni.. can't believe that i'm a fiver already.. spm lahh this year.. and not anymore IV JN.. it's V JA now.. i miss u IV JN.. farewell paen, ayuz, elyshia, iz, top, paol, asyraff.. welcome helena, mariana, syeqa, amoy, miraman, alya, wani, topek, zaid, hafizz, nawi, ater.. and not to forget those who remain together, shihin, aifaa, shiqa, nurul, peddy, gha, yeen, azi, busung, md nor, naem, cited, psang, wadi.. hmm.. first2.. aq rase boys JA ni hopeless.. ade ke patut.. time ckgu sur0 amik textbook dr BOSS n bwk naek kls nk distribute.. bole pulak dorg transit kat 4 jf.. ceyh.. naek 2 staircase je sampai 5JA dah.. time tu boys ke girls.. sume wat muke kerek sentiase.. aq dah fikir.. "alamak, mcm ni ke sampai akhir tahun?? mati bosan lahh aq.." then however it turned out the other way round.. 5JA mmg best gle!! i luv u all till death! seriously, korg one of the best classes i've ever been inside.. dorm lak still SAPPHIRE II.. farewell kak jamme, kak oda, kak furqan, kak intan, kak miza, fabel f5, lina, fatin.. welcome mimi, fabel f2, najah, syikin, jasmine, miradila, solehah, auni.. not to forget, those who remain together, shihin, peddy, baiti, fatimah, aten, raihan, chaer, huda.. korg semua memg best.. syg korg sgt2..

-24th jan 09.. birthday mama!-

february..

alaa.. tak ingt lak pe jd time ni.. huhu.. hurmm.. birthday haziq? and i still remember lahh.. huhu.. cerita comel di sebaliknye.. but then, xmau lahh tulis kat sini.. let it remains as a secret.. huhu.. and then, sure lahh ade our 1st test in 2009.. takutt.. shihin daa form 5 lahh.. huhu.. hurm.. feb tu je kot.. not that much events..

march..

1st meeting of 5 JA class club.. mr mazhar as the president.. comel lahh parents2 kte rpenye.. haha.. what a havoc meeting.. hmm.. MAC was also supposed to be held in march.. however, due to some inconvenience, it was postponed to april.. haa.. lpe lak.. time ni aq dpt OTH season 5! yay! my friend yg baek sgt tlg mntk kt his sista.. thanx kayh.. huhu.. excited time tu sbb ske lahh OTH.. haha.. shihin daa nk start merepek.. in march jugak.. conflict between krs and drama.. i was involved in both activities.. but then, sadly.. at first adib n i had to choose one.. but thankfully, at last, ustaz managed to change the kawad krs date in the krs meeting.. and finally, me n adib could join both.. fewh.. drama was really2 nice.. i miss all of you.. tchr aziah, ali, adeeb, lina, naem, sara, diba, akim, ikhwan, raihan, naze, shera.. korg mmg best n sporting habis lahh.. i really2 miss that moments..

-3rd mar 09.. birthday papa!-
-27th mar 09.. birthday alif!-

april..

the krs competition n drama competition.. krs.. we ladies, won the 2nd place in gombak.. and drama, although we didn't win.. we did enjoy ourselves.. big time! huhu.. and MAC was held in this month.. i received best student for english subject form 4.. haha.. lawak je lahh.. i think that's all in april..

alamak daa ngantuk lahh.. i guess i'll get some sleep now.. dah 2 a.m. n tomorrow early in the morning kne gerak 4 plkn lak.. part 2.. coming so0n after plkn! haha.. sorry + thanx for everything great peoples.. luv u all! always and forever.. plkn, here i come!

Friday, December 18, 2009

assassination


shihin + peddy dlm cinema gelap tu

haha.. hari ni grad.. tp, xnk cite pasal tu dlu.. nk cte after grad pnye event.. shihin, iz, gha, mari, peddy, ayuz.. after grad lbey kurg kul 2.30 p.m., kitorg g klcc.. nk tgk movie.. smpi klcc around 3.00.. so, discuss2.. mle2 plan nk tgk zombieland.. tbe2 seat yg ade pn btabur.. so, gha n iz beli je aa ninja assassin.. 18 sg tu.. kejam gak laa cite tu.. movie pat0t start kul 3.30 p.m., tp lmbt laa pulak smpi kul 4 lbey baru start.. tp, part paling bestnye dlm cinema tu.. bole pulak laa aq ngantuk n tdo je dlm tu.. movie tu sket laa pnye thriller.. tdo jugak.. haisssh.. cane ni.. skola daa abis.. tp perangai time skola bwk lg.. tdo dlm kls laa kn dlu.. xbole blaa aa.. dorg gelak je.. dorg ckp.. pnye aa ngeri die bunuh2 org.. bnde camtu pn bole ngantuk lak ke.. lawak je.. heh.. peddy ckp aq tdo daa laa lame.. segan lak sukati aq je tdo.. haha.. end of story kot.. ngee~

*p/s: ninja assassin is not bad laa.. rain jd hero..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

haha


hmm.. lame daa kn x update.. spm laa.. finally daa abis.. kinda relieved laa jugak eventhough mcm tough je exam aritu.. nvm laa kot.. daa lpas pn.. haha.. i've just lost one of my most precious treasures.. tp, lantak laa kot.. bukn x sayang bnde tu.. tp, mmg daa xtau nk wat pe daa.. xtau laa how to turn things back to normal.. i'm at fault.. i know.. tp, xtau laa pulak nk wat cane.. i guess i'll just let time decide.. daa xtau nk tulis pe daa.. bye laa then~

*p/s: pray for my utp educamp this weekend laa!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

award!


thanx syahida! huhu...

5 facts bout her..

- her name is syahida masri
- she's a sweet girl from KUSISS (previously)
- she got a really pure heart (at least she's not as CRUEL as me.. haha..)
- she worked hard to succeed
- she's so into blogging and she has all the time to update her blog

10 facts bout me..

- in love with PINK and i'm a princess
- currently, no one got the place in my heart
- hope to find a prince charming
- really love my family
- a dedicated shopaholic
- love ferrari enzo coz it's fast
- really want to get 9A1s in the upcoming SPM
- so into cheese
- got 3 wonderful boys as bestfriends
- i love you!! huhu

10 recipients

- amir -u're my blogger bro
- fadhli - u're the most amazing bestfriend i've ever had
- syahida - u gave me this!
- as-syuhada - u put my name in ur post.. that i sleep in class.. huhu
- hajar - we share lots of stuffs.. haha
- anep - thanx for the +maths! huhu~
- skbns - i miss u all!
- kusissians - i love u all!
- phalanxer - i had a great time wif all of u
- you - coz u're reading this.. huhu~

*p/s : i really love u all!!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Thursday, August 13, 2009

home


haha...

found out to be suddenly sick...

so, i got to go home..

1 a.m. .. 12th aug 09..

until this coming sunday..

Monday, August 10, 2009

LADY LOVESQUE


It is sad when people I know become the people I knew...

When I can walk right past someone as if he was NEVER a big part of my life...

How I USED to talk for hours...

And how, NOW, I can barely even look at him...

It is sad how time can change...

Each and every one of us...

I miss the old times...

I miss my memories in the past...

I miss everything that happened long ago...

I wish...

If I could ever turn back time...

I would never be this close to him...

Because I know he'll leave...

I'm now a girl who's so scared to get close to anyone...

Because everyone who ever said...

"I'll be there..."

LEFT...

How do u expect for me to trust anyone now...

After all that happens, I won't...

I'll only trust myself...

Always and forever...

Fullstop~


Friday, August 7, 2009

A REGRET AND ONE MORE CHANCE


a story to be shared..

there's this little girl whose parents are very wealthy... however, her parents were too busy to even care bout her... There's only her maid to take care of her... one day, she accidentally scratched her father's car... her father was so mad at her... he beat her palms until it swelled... he just simply ignore her cries... he ignore her apologize... the girl said "I'm so sorry" again and again... but nobody took notice of her... and her mother... she did nothing about it... the next day... two days after that... one week later... the girl's palms turned to be worst... the maid told the parents about it but they just asked the maid to put medical creams on the girl's palms... the maid did as she was told... but the girl still didn't get better... then, the maid insisted the parents to bring the girl to the doctor... the doctor said that the girl's palms were already infected and need to be removed from her hands... the girl's parents were shocked... stunned... but there's nothing else they could do... they just follow the doctor's advice... and the little girl... she knew nothing... when she was brought into the operation room... she just gave an innocent look to her parents... and all that she knew afterward was that her hands is different... she couldn't feel with her fingers anymore... when she saw her parents, she cried... she said that...
" I want my hands back... I just want them for a little while... so that I could shake your hands... so that I could seek for your forgiveness... just once... and then you can take them back... so that I wouldn't scratch your car anymore after this... Please give me a chance for a proper apology... Please give me my hands just for a short while... please..."
The parents couldn't say even a word... they regret that they ignored their only girl... All they could do was cry... they can't turn anything back to normal... And the girl, she grew up without hands... and without understanding what happened actually when she was a little girl back then...

we've done so many things in our life... and there are certain things that we regret... be grateful if we still had one more chance... be sure to use it properly... and for those who can't do a thing about what they regret... life must go on... take it as a lesson... and promise urself not to repeat what you've done... bear in mind that there's always something behind everything that happens... just that whether u realize it or not... i'm telling this to myself... and all of u out there... coz i'm an ordinary human being... and humans do make mistakes... but it's up to themselves to decide what to do next... regret it... try to apology... do something to turn things back to normal... or just do nothing about it... as if it never happens...

only ourselves can determine our own selves...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

histoire


ahaha.. today in histoire.. first time in my whole life aq bawak motor.. wo0ho0!!

and one m0re thing, daa nk kne balik hostel laa... cheesy lak.. huhu..

nway, adi0s all!!~

Thursday, July 23, 2009

owlla~

hello there.. guess where i am?? In beloved SEPINTAR!!! huhu.. how did i managed to do this... i'm in the pak ryte now... got lots of stories to tell.. miz u.. c ya tomorrow!!! adios~

Thursday, June 4, 2009

ahaha

hello there..

a new look..
it's not that good..
but this is juz my 2nd shot in changing the templates..
well then, do need some help i guess..
huhu..
so, what do u think?

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

i'm sorry


sorry that i do something u don't like..
thanx for still being the old u i used to know..
so.. still FRIENDS??
I hope so..
again..
I'm sorry..

-NashihinHanisIsmail-

Saturday, March 21, 2009

{ BRIGHT }


You Are Very Bright!

You seem pretty smart to me. You are not very nerdy, you are actually smart in a fun way. You like to be yourself and have the right to do what you like. You will have a very fun and interesting future!

S0unds COOlio... huhu... Is that me?? Dunno... U tell... Adi0s~

*p/s : the pic is UNEDITED lol... hoh0~

how RESILIENT am I??

Results Five;

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Everybody thinks you’re the leader. Well, you think they do and you get what you want when you want, sometimes. Just think of how you would feel if they act what you do to you. Just act like how you want to act, not like how others want you to.

no c0mments... huhu~

Clothing... I am...


Tank Top!

You friendly and preppy, you love to be yourself and have a good time. You're always happy and energetic. Tank Tops are always fun and funky just like you.

A tank top is cute... and I lurve it... hmm... nothing else to say... huhu~

pink0~

pink

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you are unique and hard working person.
You love shopping and you care about your looks. You alwyas want to look perfect.
you love daydreaming and you are also open-minded

o0ke... I retake the quiz... huhu... hmm... This one sounds more 'me'... I don't know... PINK is my most favourite colour... I guess, those who know me, know this... obvious, ain't it?? h0ho... WHITE comes second... it's so pure, calm and demure... and the BLUE family comes next (especially TURQOISE... coz it's gorgeous... and peaceful... and I LOVE it!!) huhu~

the COLOUR that represents me

blue

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The color blue, , is an introspective color. It's calm, soothing and symbolizes trust and loyalty. you are probably quiet and
a very calm person, I think you are very cool ^^

Like that is so0 true??? lol... thought I'm more to a PINK pers0n... but it's 0oke... BLUE is kinda CUTE as well.. huhu.. I'll try to figure out which part of me represents BLUE... Hmm~

Friday, March 20, 2009

my STYLE~


Your style: confident, energetic, kind, talkative, a total STAR

You have HIGH self esteem, and ur very confident in yourself. In sports or team situations, you would probably be the leader of your team. you like to talk, or you just like talking better than listening to someone else talk. you either dislike/hate fashion, since you'd rather be outdoors and releasing your energy. People like to be your friends because you're a nice person and you're not mean. You care about your friends more than you care about money. And you are somewhat good at telling others their weaknesses and giving them good advice.
Here's some advice for you:
Try listening to other people more often and see how it feels. Since you're so talkative, it might be a pleasant change of heart to experience what it's like to be confided in and let others tell you their worries/secrets without having to worry that you'll spill the beans to the crowd. Be mindful of other people's feelings, and don't try to cheer them up with your high energy level or confidence, because sometimes they want to be with someone calm and quiet when they feel that way. The best way to react if that ever happens is to relax and slow down a little or leave them alone for a while. You are a good center of attention, because while people want to be near you, they don't think you are trying to be self centered or selfish by getting all the glamor. You are part of the reason why people always hang out with you at parties, or want to/wish they were. Sometimes, your life can get a little bumpy and rough, but no matter what, with the help of some of your closest friends, you get through it and redeem your happy life again. Your relationships are usually long term, and caring and warm. You like warm places, and are happy near beaches or sports fields. You like summers A LOT not just because you don't have any school work to do, but also because you get to visit friends and cousins from all over the world! Or just stay at your place and have them come to you. Whatever it is, you're happy and the attention is spiraling up and down around you. You love it. All the attention. You would do great as a movie star, too. Sports are also a big part of your life--whether they're only a hobby or a pastime, they're a great way for you to let out all that energy of yours onto the playing field. Sometimes you and people like you compare life to a sports game. Sometimes its an easy play, most times its tough, but you always have the hope that you'll win. Keep being the awesome person that you are and have the outgoing, energetic, and STAR type style that you have!


Juz want to object one thing... I HATE FASHION??? Never ever true... lol... thought I'm the most typical fashion diva... juz kidding... not a diva... but fashion IS my PASSION... well... whatev... u judge the rest... huhu~

white choc macadamia nut


You are a white chocolate macadamia nut cookie!

You're the perfect balance of white chocolaty extravagance and down-to-earth, nutty crunch. You appreciate the luxurious things in life, but you're also deliciously approachable. You'd probably have just as much fun exploring a fancy department store as you would hiking around in the woods. You're a classy, stylish, and all around delightful creation.

Hmm.. Sounds much more like me.. I'm so0 in lurve wif white chocs compared to dark ch0cs.. And macadamia nuts?? Heaven.. Something that I think I would NEVER resist!! Hoho~

c0okie.. yummy~


You are a chocolate chip cookie!

You're sweet (but not too sweet) and you fill other people's lives with tasty bits of awesomeness. You're no perfectionist -- in fact, you're a bit disorganized -- but your friends find your easygoing personality irresistible. You're so popular and loveable that even when you're having a bad day, people still like having you around.

Am I not a PERFECTIONIST enough?? lol.. Thought I'm the most fussy human being ever lived.. huhu.. Disorganised?? I am not.. Keep babbling until things are juz exactly the way that I like.. smooth and sleek.. the rest.. is for u to decide.. huhu~

KCA Nominee... retake~


You're Anne Hathaway!

You're Anne Hathaway, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie Actress! You're pretty as a princess in The Princess Diaries and Ella Enchanted (you look so good in a tiara, hon), but lately, you've been trying lots of new things. Movies like Get Smart prove you know how to be funny, but you also have a serious side that inspires you to take on charity work. You're very talented, but are you talented enough to win a KCA blimp?

o0ke.. I retake the quiz.. s0unds much more like me.. the girly-princess-tiara part.. but then, the personality, i guess I just prefer to be the Iron Lady.. Huhu~

KCA Nominee... I am...


You're Iron Man!

You're Iron Man, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie. You're a super-smart, super-creative, self-made superhero, and you fight for what's right. Thanks to your high-tech suit, you can even FLY, and that's pretty fly! You're a total tough guy, but you also have a sweet, romantic side. It's a super combination, but are you super enough to win a KCA blimp?

Hello!!! I am a girl... Well, let's change the title then... I guess, Iron Lady sounds much more cooler... Heh... Don't mind it anyway... hmm... super-smart?? lol... My buddy once said to me... "Stop being too genius." But in my opinion, he is much2 more genius than I am.. Am I right, 'Tapirus Akramus' ?? haha.. super-creative... self-made superhero... fight for what's right... Hmm... Very true about the 'fight for what's right' stuff... Well, I don't obey the rules that I hate... Coz I think, students have the right to set what they want to do... as long as it doesn't involve crimes, of course... Thanx to my high-tech suit, I can even fly?? I wish I have one... I wish I could fly... Sounds fun isn't it?? huhu.. I am a total tough GUY??? I am a LADY laa... sweet, romantic side??? Ewww... So NOT me... and will never be me... Whatev.. I don't know what else to say.. U read.. U decide.. U judge.. Imagine IRON LADY... not IRON MAN~

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Through the Stanzas


Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to TELL someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
If you don't, YOU might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You CAN'T tell your heart what to do.
It does it on it's own...
When you least suspect it,
Or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
But that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay WALLED UP because we're too afraid to care too much...
For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we're afraid...
Afraid of what we don't know,
Afraid of what others will think,
Afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
The thing we fear GROWS STRONGER.
Life is all about RISKS and it REQUIRES you to JUMP.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they WOULD have done,
Or COULD have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you HAD to say goodbye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you NEVER GOT to tell them how you felt? (even if YOU DON'T CARE ANYMORE)
What would you do if you LOVED someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you NEVER got the chance TO SAY I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
PEOPLE LIVE BUT PEOPLE DIE.
I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God forbid)
YOU WOULD BE IN MY HEART.
WOULD I BE IN YOURS?
We might be BEST FRIENDS one year,
Pretty good friends the next year,
Don't talk that often the next,
And DON'T WANT TO TALK at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
Even if I never talk to you again in my life,
YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME
And you have made a difference in my life.
I LOOK UP to you,
RESPECT you,
TRULY CHERISH you,
Most of all I CARE about friends.
Everyone needs a friend someday.
You might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
Just remember and take comfort in knowing somebody out there CARES ABOUT YOU AND ALWAYS WILL...

My knight in SHining Armour??


Average guys are for you because they make you feel special. Go get em!

Go get those sweet average boys that are always better then they seem!

Lol.. I don't really mind actually... btw, since when do I care bout this kinda stuff?? huhu.. I must've been sick.. whatev.. juz talking nonsense.. ignore everything.. hee~

How Mysterious Am I


You can be mysterious, but not often!

Some people want to find out more about you that you're hiding away, but if you think it's too personal, tell them it's not their business. You like getting to know new people, just not too many!

I think... I agree with that.. I told people about me.. juz.. not everyone.. not everything.. coz peoples can use what they know bout us as ammunities against us, right? For me, there's still something that I juz have to keep to myself.. huhu~

My fashi0n sense


Plain and Sensible

You like plain clothing, nothing fancy. you're comfortable wearing just a tee, shorts and tennis shoes. Two words: Walmart & Target.

Huhu.. Like that is s0 true? I don't know.. I do wear something fancy as well.. To conclude.. it depends.. hee~

LUCKy~


Like I always said.. there's always something behind everything.. go through this.. and ENJOy~

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again


I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

If you could feel what's inside the lyrics... then you're LUCKy~

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

2009


s0rry.. but i guess i w0n't be posting s0 much this year.. since i'm a fiver n0w.. and the spm is getting nearer.. plus t0ns of hw0rks to be d0ne.. i can hardly find time t0 write.. s0, d0n't expect much fr0m me this year.. huhu.. juz.. live life as u want it t0 be lived.. adi0s~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

adi0s~

lol.. can hardly describe h0w i feel right n0w.. sad.. happy.. excited.. scared.. i dunn0.. all th0se feelings c0mbined stressed me 0ut.. with the spm c0ming sh0rtly.. yup.. 1 year is sh0rt.. i guess i'm n0t ready yet.. i dunn0.. it's hard t0 tell.. juz that.. if p0ssible, i wanna turn back time.. but i kn0w it's imp0ssible.. 7 weeks 0f sch0ol h0ls juz g0ne.. in a blink.. lol.. and h0w fast is that.. t0m0rr0w i'm g0in back t0 sepintar.. lol.. wish me all the best t0 face this... (d0n't kn0w a suitable v0cab t0 describe) year.. adi0s mi casa.. 0wlla sepintar.. huhu~