award!

thanx syahida! huhu...

5 facts bout her..

- her name is syahida masri

- she's a sweet girl from KUSISS (previously)

- she got a really pure heart (at least she's not as CRUEL as me.. haha..)

- she worked hard to succeed

- she's so into blogging and she has all the time to update her blog

10 facts bout me..

- in love with PINK and i'm a princess

- currently, no one got the place in my heart

- hope to find a prince charming

- really love my family

- a dedicated shopaholic

- love ferrari enzo coz it's fast

- really want to get 9A1s in the upcoming SPM

- so into cheese

- got 3 wonderful boys as bestfriends

- i love you!! huhu

10 recipients

- amir -u're my blogger bro

- fadhli - u're the most amazing bestfriend i've ever had

- syahida - u gave me this!

- as-syuhada - u put my name in ur post.. that i sleep in class.. huhu

- hajar - we share lots of stuffs.. haha

- anep - thanx for the +maths! huhu~

- skbns - i miss u all!

- kusissians - i love u all!

- phalanxer - i had a great time wif all of u

- you - coz u're reading this.. huhu~

*p/s : i really love u all!!

cookies

spe nk order biskut raya contact aq.. ahaha~

home

haha...

found out to be suddenly sick...

so, i got to go home..

1 a.m. .. 12th aug 09..

until this coming sunday..

school time

bubbye.. nk balek SEPINTAR daa.. huhu~

LADY LOVESQUE

It is sad when people I know become the people I knew...

When I can walk right past someone as if he was NEVER a big part of my life...

How I USED to talk for hours...

And how, NOW, I can barely even look at him...

It is sad how time can change...

Each and every one of us...

I miss the old times...

I miss my memories in the past...

I miss everything that happened long ago...

I wish...

If I could ever turn back time...

I would never be this close to him...

Because I know he'll leave...

I'm now a girl who's so scared to get close to anyone...

Because everyone who ever said...

"I'll be there..."

LEFT...

How do u expect for me to trust anyone now...

After all that happens, I won't...

I'll only trust myself...

Always and forever...

Fullstop~

A REGRET AND ONE MORE CHANCE

a story to be shared..

there's this little girl whose parents are very wealthy... however, her parents were too busy to even care bout her... There's only her maid to take care of her... one day, she accidentally scratched her father's car... her father was so mad at her... he beat her palms until it swelled... he just simply ignore her cries... he ignore her apologize... the girl said "I'm so sorry" again and again... but nobody took notice of her... and her mother... she did nothing about it... the next day... two days after that... one week later... the girl's palms turned to be worst... the maid told the parents about it but they just asked the maid to put medical creams on the girl's palms... the maid did as she was told... but the girl still didn't get better... then, the maid insisted the parents to bring the girl to the doctor... the doctor said that the girl's palms were already infected and need to be removed from her hands... the girl's parents were shocked... stunned... but there's nothing else they could do... they just follow the doctor's advice... and the little girl... she knew nothing... when she was brought into the operation room... she just gave an innocent look to her parents... and all that she knew afterward was that her hands is different... she couldn't feel with her fingers anymore... when she saw her parents, she cried... she said that...
" I want my hands back... I just want them for a little while... so that I could shake your hands... so that I could seek for your forgiveness... just once... and then you can take them back... so that I wouldn't scratch your car anymore after this... Please give me a chance for a proper apology... Please give me my hands just for a short while... please..."
The parents couldn't say even a word... they regret that they ignored their only girl... All they could do was cry... they can't turn anything back to normal... And the girl, she grew up without hands... and without understanding what happened actually when she was a little girl back then...

we've done so many things in our life... and there are certain things that we regret... be grateful if we still had one more chance... be sure to use it properly... and for those who can't do a thing about what they regret... life must go on... take it as a lesson... and promise urself not to repeat what you've done... bear in mind that there's always something behind everything that happens... just that whether u realize it or not... i'm telling this to myself... and all of u out there... coz i'm an ordinary human being... and humans do make mistakes... but it's up to themselves to decide what to do next... regret it... try to apology... do something to turn things back to normal... or just do nothing about it... as if it never happens...

only ourselves can determine our own selves...

histoire

ahaha.. today in histoire.. first time in my whole life aq bawak motor.. wo0ho0!!

and one m0re thing, daa nk kne balik hostel laa... cheesy lak.. huhu..

nway, adi0s all!!~

owlla~

hello there.. guess where i am?? In beloved SEPINTAR!!! huhu.. how did i managed to do this... i'm in the pak ryte now... got lots of stories to tell.. miz u.. c ya tomorrow!!! adios~

ahaha

hello there..

a new look..
it's not that good..
but this is juz my 2nd shot in changing the templates..
well then, do need some help i guess..
huhu..
so, what do u think?

i'm sorry

sorry that i do something u don't like..

thanx for still being the old u i used to know..

so.. still FRIENDS??

I hope so..

again..

I'm sorry..

-NashihinHanisIsmail-

{ BRIGHT }

You Are Very Bright!

You seem pretty smart to me. You are not very nerdy, you are actually smart in a fun way. You like to be yourself and have the right to do what you like. You will have a very fun and interesting future!

S0unds COOlio... huhu... Is that me?? Dunno... U tell... Adi0s~

*p/s : the pic is UNEDITED lol... hoh0~

how RESILIENT am I??

Results Five;

Everybody thinks you’re the leader. Well, you think they do and you get what you want when you want, sometimes. Just think of how you would feel if they act what you do to you. Just act like how you want to act, not like how others want you to.

no c0mments... huhu~

Clothing... I am...

Tank Top!

You friendly and preppy, you love to be yourself and have a good time. You're always happy and energetic. Tank Tops are always fun and funky just like you.

A tank top is cute... and I lurve it... hmm... nothing else to say... huhu~

pink0~

pink

you are unique and hard working person.
You love shopping and you care about your looks. You alwyas want to look perfect.
you love daydreaming and you are also open-minded

o0ke... I retake the quiz... huhu... hmm... This one sounds more 'me'... I don't know... PINK is my most favourite colour... I guess, those who know me, know this... obvious, ain't it?? h0ho... WHITE comes second... it's so pure, calm and demure... and the BLUE family comes next (especially TURQOISE... coz it's gorgeous... and peaceful... and I LOVE it!!) huhu~

the COLOUR that represents me

blue

The color blue, , is an introspective color. It's calm, soothing and symbolizes trust and loyalty. you are probably quiet and
a very calm person, I think you are very cool ^^

Like that is so0 true??? lol... thought I'm more to a PINK pers0n... but it's 0oke... BLUE is kinda CUTE as well.. huhu.. I'll try to figure out which part of me represents BLUE... Hmm~

my STYLE~

Your style: confident, energetic, kind, talkative, a total STAR

You have HIGH self esteem, and ur very confident in yourself. In sports or team situations, you would probably be the leader of your team. you like to talk, or you just like talking better than listening to someone else talk. you either dislike/hate fashion, since you'd rather be outdoors and releasing your energy. People like to be your friends because you're a nice person and you're not mean. You care about your friends more than you care about money. And you are somewhat good at telling others their weaknesses and giving them good advice.
Here's some advice for you:
Try listening to other people more often and see how it feels. Since you're so talkative, it might be a pleasant change of heart to experience what it's like to be confided in and let others tell you their worries/secrets without having to worry that you'll spill the beans to the crowd. Be mindful of other people's feelings, and don't try to cheer them up with your high energy level or confidence, because sometimes they want to be with someone calm and quiet when they feel that way. The best way to react if that ever happens is to relax and slow down a little or leave them alone for a while. You are a good center of attention, because while people want to be near you, they don't think you are trying to be self centered or selfish by getting all the glamor. You are part of the reason why people always hang out with you at parties, or want to/wish they were. Sometimes, your life can get a little bumpy and rough, but no matter what, with the help of some of your closest friends, you get through it and redeem your happy life again. Your relationships are usually long term, and caring and warm. You like warm places, and are happy near beaches or sports fields. You like summers A LOT not just because you don't have any school work to do, but also because you get to visit friends and cousins from all over the world! Or just stay at your place and have them come to you. Whatever it is, you're happy and the attention is spiraling up and down around you. You love it. All the attention. You would do great as a movie star, too. Sports are also a big part of your life--whether they're only a hobby or a pastime, they're a great way for you to let out all that energy of yours onto the playing field. Sometimes you and people like you compare life to a sports game. Sometimes its an easy play, most times its tough, but you always have the hope that you'll win. Keep being the awesome person that you are and have the outgoing, energetic, and STAR type style that you have!

Juz want to object one thing... I HATE FASHION??? Never ever true... lol... thought I'm the most typical fashion diva... juz kidding... not a diva... but fashion IS my PASSION... well... whatev... u judge the rest... huhu~

white choc macadamia nut

You are a white chocolate macadamia nut cookie!

You're the perfect balance of white chocolaty extravagance and down-to-earth, nutty crunch. You appreciate the luxurious things in life, but you're also deliciously approachable. You'd probably have just as much fun exploring a fancy department store as you would hiking around in the woods. You're a classy, stylish, and all around delightful creation.

Hmm.. Sounds much more like me.. I'm so0 in lurve wif white chocs compared to dark ch0cs.. And macadamia nuts?? Heaven.. Something that I think I would NEVER resist!! Hoho~

c0okie.. yummy~

You are a chocolate chip cookie!

You're sweet (but not too sweet) and you fill other people's lives with tasty bits of awesomeness. You're no perfectionist -- in fact, you're a bit disorganized -- but your friends find your easygoing personality irresistible. You're so popular and loveable that even when you're having a bad day, people still like having you around.

Am I not a PERFECTIONIST enough?? lol.. Thought I'm the most fussy human being ever lived.. huhu.. Disorganised?? I am not.. Keep babbling until things are juz exactly the way that I like.. smooth and sleek.. the rest.. is for u to decide.. huhu~

KCA Nominee... retake~

You're Anne Hathaway!

You're Anne Hathaway, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie Actress! You're pretty as a princess in The Princess Diaries and Ella Enchanted (you look so good in a tiara, hon), but lately, you've been trying lots of new things. Movies like Get Smart prove you know how to be funny, but you also have a serious side that inspires you to take on charity work. You're very talented, but are you talented enough to win a KCA blimp?

o0ke.. I retake the quiz.. s0unds much more like me.. the girly-princess-tiara part.. but then, the personality, i guess I just prefer to be the Iron Lady.. Huhu~

KCA Nominee... I am...

You're Iron Man!

You're Iron Man, one of the nominees for Favorite Movie. You're a super-smart, super-creative, self-made superhero, and you fight for what's right. Thanks to your high-tech suit, you can even FLY, and that's pretty fly! You're a total tough guy, but you also have a sweet, romantic side. It's a super combination, but are you super enough to win a KCA blimp?

Hello!!! I am a girl... Well, let's change the title then... I guess, Iron Lady sounds much more cooler... Heh... Don't mind it anyway... hmm... super-smart?? lol... My buddy once said to me... "Stop being too genius." But in my opinion, he is much2 more genius than I am.. Am I right, 'Tapirus Akramus' ?? haha.. super-creative... self-made superhero... fight for what's right... Hmm... Very true about the 'fight for what's right' stuff... Well, I don't obey the rules that I hate... Coz I think, students have the right to set what they want to do... as long as it doesn't involve crimes, of course... Thanx to my high-tech suit, I can even fly?? I wish I have one... I wish I could fly... Sounds fun isn't it?? huhu.. I am a total tough GUY??? I am a LADY laa... sweet, romantic side??? Ewww... So NOT me... and will never be me... Whatev.. I don't know what else to say.. U read.. U decide.. U judge.. Imagine IRON LADY... not IRON MAN~

Through the Stanzas

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to TELL someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
If you don't, YOU might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You CAN'T tell your heart what to do.
It does it on it's own...
When you least suspect it,
Or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
But that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay WALLED UP because we're too afraid to care too much...
For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we're afraid...
Afraid of what we don't know,
Afraid of what others will think,
Afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
The thing we fear GROWS STRONGER.
Life is all about RISKS and it REQUIRES you to JUMP.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they WOULD have done,
Or COULD have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you HAD to say goodbye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you NEVER GOT to tell them how you felt? (even if YOU DON'T CARE ANYMORE)
What would you do if you LOVED someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you NEVER got the chance TO SAY I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
PEOPLE LIVE BUT PEOPLE DIE.
I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God forbid)
YOU WOULD BE IN MY HEART.
WOULD I BE IN YOURS?
We might be BEST FRIENDS one year,
Pretty good friends the next year,
Don't talk that often the next,
And DON'T WANT TO TALK at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
Even if I never talk to you again in my life,
YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME
And you have made a difference in my life.
I LOOK UP to you,
RESPECT you,
TRULY CHERISH you,
Most of all I CARE about friends.
Everyone needs a friend someday.
You might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
Just remember and take comfort in knowing somebody out there CARES ABOUT YOU AND ALWAYS WILL...

My knight in SHining Armour??

Average guys are for you because they make you feel special. Go get em!

Go get those sweet average boys that are always better then they seem!

Lol.. I don't really mind actually... btw, since when do I care bout this kinda stuff?? huhu.. I must've been sick.. whatev.. juz talking nonsense.. ignore everything.. hee~

How Mysterious Am I

You can be mysterious, but not often!

Some people want to find out more about you that you're hiding away, but if you think it's too personal, tell them it's not their business. You like getting to know new people, just not too many!

I think... I agree with that.. I told people about me.. juz.. not everyone.. not everything.. coz peoples can use what they know bout us as ammunities against us, right? For me, there's still something that I juz have to keep to myself.. huhu~

My fashi0n sense

Plain and Sensible

You like plain clothing, nothing fancy. you're comfortable wearing just a tee, shorts and tennis shoes. Two words: Walmart & Target.

Huhu.. Like that is s0 true? I don't know.. I do wear something fancy as well.. To conclude.. it depends.. hee~

LUCKy~

Like I always said.. there's always something behind everything.. go through this.. and ENJOy~

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

If you could feel what's inside the lyrics... then you're LUCKy~

2009

s0rry.. but i guess i w0n't be posting s0 much this year.. since i'm a fiver n0w.. and the spm is getting nearer.. plus t0ns of hw0rks to be d0ne.. i can hardly find time t0 write.. s0, d0n't expect much fr0m me this year.. huhu.. juz.. live life as u want it t0 be lived.. adi0s~

adi0s~

lol.. can hardly describe h0w i feel right n0w.. sad.. happy.. excited.. scared.. i dunn0.. all th0se feelings c0mbined stressed me 0ut.. with the spm c0ming sh0rtly.. yup.. 1 year is sh0rt.. i guess i'm n0t ready yet.. i dunn0.. it's hard t0 tell.. juz that.. if p0ssible, i wanna turn back time.. but i kn0w it's imp0ssible.. 7 weeks 0f sch0ol h0ls juz g0ne.. in a blink.. lol.. and h0w fast is that.. t0m0rr0w i'm g0in back t0 sepintar.. lol.. wish me all the best t0 face this... (d0n't kn0w a suitable v0cab t0 describe) year.. adi0s mi casa.. 0wlla sepintar.. huhu~

my r0om.. juz r0om.. my bedr0om.. whatev~

ari ni.. dgn rasminye.. my r0om daa ade air-c0nd.. i have 2 r0oms.. the 1st 0ne is just my r0om (wif pink c0lor painted wall and cream tiles).. and the 0ther 0ne is my bedr0om (wif cream c0lor painted wall and pink tiles).. the 1st r0om is where i hang0ut all day.. there's all my stuff.. my b0oks.. my cd c0llecti0n.. my ph0to albums.. my barbie d0lls.. my harry p0tter + daniel radcliffe stuff.. my t0ns 0f teddy bears (it's m0re than half 0f my queen-sized bed.. there's hardly a space f0r me t0 sleep lol).. my cl0set.. my dressing table.. my study desk.. my n0teb0ok.. my everything.. and the 0ther r0om is just where i sleep and where i watch tv.. i rarely sleep in my 1st r0om.. n0 reas0n.. juz.. i d0n't sleep there.. and t0day.. s0me guys were here.. they fixed up an airc0nd f0r my 1st r0om.. my m0m and dad's suggesti0n.. but 0n 0ne c0nditi0n.. after this.. i must sleep in my 1st r0om.. s0 sad 0o.. huhu.. jk lol.. adi0s my bedr0om.. and 0wlla my r0om.. juz r0om.. huhu.. and while i was tidying up my r0om.. my juz r0om.. after the airc0nd guys have finished wif the airc0nd thing 0f c0urse.. my m0m t0ld me that i sh0uldn't buy b0oks anym0re after this.. huhu.. c0z i've like t0ns 0f b0oks.. i guess i can build a library wif my b0oks c0llecti0n.. it's three times me.. lol.. i've g0t this much b0oks?? can't believe myself.. huhu.. nway, i'll try t0 st0p myself fr0m this b0ok stuff.. heh.. h0pefully i'll succeed!! btw.. i l0ve my r0om always and f0rever~

0ne KL daY

saturday, 27 Dec 08, kuala lumpur

aq + mama.. kuar kul 9:00 a.m... naek ktm dr shah alam.. turun kt bank negara.. mule2 masuk s0go.. kejap je.. dlm stgh jam.. kit0rg kuar g jln tar plak.. umm.. dr lbey kurg kul 10:00 a.m. aa sampai kul 15:00 p.m... kit0rg jln je.. masuk sane sini.. beli brg sket2.. bli tudung.. bli jubah.. bli ntahpapentah ag.. kul 15:00 p.m... aq n mama masuk balik dlm s0go.. mama bli 0ffice 0utfit.. aq bli bag.. spe2 yg sh0paholic berdedikasi dan berkaliber cam kit0rg ni.. ley aa singgah s0go tu.. sale die sampai 4 Jan 09.. bez gak aa.. stuh kul 17:00 p.m. kit0rg blek.. tp tsalah naek train.. patutnye naek plbhn klang.. tp kit0rg g naek seremban nye.. naseb baek aa sampai kt mid valley stati0n kit0rg prsn kit0rg silap.. kalau x.. heh.. the rest is hist0ire aa..

*p/s : the 1st pic.. aq pakai baju ni g kl.. huhu.. the 0ther pic.. aq + mama time aq f0rm 2.. date kt pic tu salah.. camera pr0b..

me and my MISTAKES

Sepanjang menaiki kenderaan awam dalam hidup aq, ade aa beberapa kali berlaku kesilapan teknikal..

BAS (Monday, 20 Aug 07, 14:28 p.m., bus station)

time f0rm 3, after pkampungan ilmu kt kusiss dlu, aq, syima, faezah plan nk blek awal2 pagi stuh hangout kt shaw centerpoint, Klang.. kitorg balik pakai t-shirt je.. tudung bawal lak tu.. heh.. ampun ye warden sekalian.. anak2 murid kamu break rules.. lepas daa jalan2 dkt setengah hari, kitorg pn balik aa.. dr stesen klang, faezah naek bas g meru.. aq dgn syima naek satu bas.. syima kg jawa.. aq bukit naga.. bas g kg jawa de 2.. satu, kg jawa-sri muda.. satu lg, kg jawa-great wall.. ade satu bas ni tulis kg jawa.. aq tnye k0ndukt0r bas tu, bas ni lalu batu 6 ke tak.. k0ndukt0r bbangsa asing tu pn cakaplah.. lalu, sume batu pn lalu.. ntahpape aa mamat k0ndukt0r ni.. stuh, aq n syima pn naek je aa bas tu.. sampai kt kg jawa, syima pn turun.. tinggal aa aq s0rg2 dlm bas tu.. bas tu pn meneruskan pjalanan.. lame2 tinggal aq dgn driver bas je kat dlm bas tu.. sampai kt r0undab0ut, umah aq patutnye bas g simpang pukul 9.. tp tibe2 die masuk pukul 3.. aq daa plek aa.. tp aq wat xtau je time tu.. tibe2 bas tu bhenti kat tmn sentosa.. driver bas tu pn turun.. tinggal aa aq s0rg2 dlm bas tu.. ape aa.. aq pn turun je aa.. stuh aq bdiri je kt tepi jln tu.. daa aa dgn beg baju nye.. cam rupe 0rg lari umah pun de gak.. heh.. time tu aq bwk hset.. naseb baek gak aa.. daa aa aq s0rg2 kt situ.. dgn public ph0ne nye entah kt mane ntah.. jap.. mane aq dpt hset?? bukan aq bru blek dr sk0la ke?? haha.. sekali lg, ampun warden sekalian.. i break the rules again.. sng cite, aq bwk hset tu kire illegal aa.. heh.. 0kie.. mule2 aq call mama aq.. mama aq suh call mak ain aq suh amik.. ble aq call, mak ain aq ckp tunggu setengah jam.. die nk siap.. aiseh.. tmpt tu daa laa mamat2 bbangsa asing sungguh aa banyak.. lalu depan aq, sume muka cam nk makan manusia je.. tp aq wat b0do je.. dlm mase setengah jam tu, aq call fais0l.. sembang aa dgn die.. selepas setengah jam blalu, aq nmpk keta kenari mak ain aq.. fewh.. at last.. daa aa panas.. tgh hari buta lak tu.. huhu.. m0ral less0n.. mamat k0ndukt0r bas tu hampeh + sengal = menyusahkan aq je..

M0N0RAIL (Sunday, 23 Dec 07, 12:10 p.m., monorail stati0n)

time ni aq g h0liday dgn family aq.. kt kl je.. kit0rg stay kt cr0wne plaza.. suatu pagi ahad ni, aq and my mama nk g klcc.. nk g kin0kuniya cari buku.. kit0rg kuar dr h0tel dlm kul 09:45 a.m... naek m0norail dr stesen raja chulan.. turun kt bukit nanas.. jln kaki sampai klcc.. g kin0kuniya.. cari2 buku.. kul 11:30 a.m. nk blek h0tel.. kit0rg g stesen bukit nenas.. nmpk ade m0norail st0p.. tr0s je naek.. patutnye, kit0rg blek stesen raja chulan.. tetibe next stesen medan tuanku.. naseb baek kit0rg perasan.. kalau tak, the rest is hist0ire aa.. heh.. kit0rg turun kt medan tuanku.. naek next m0norail patah balik raja chulan.. huhu.. m0ral less0n.. len kali check dlu m0norail tu nk g mane.. jgn men naek je.. kan daa susah sdiri.. heh.. but, this is still an experience right?? huhu..

KTM (Saturday, 27 Dec 08, 17:30 p.m.,komuter station)

aq and my mama plan nk g jln2 pusing2 kl.. ar0und s0go.. jln tar.. saje je.. hang0ut hari sabtu.. kit0rg kuar umah dlm kul 09:00 a.m... anta adik aq kt smart reader shah alam.. papa aq g bank secti0n 18.. papa aq anta aq and mama kt komuter stati0n shah alam.. kit0rg naek train ar0und pukul 09:30 a.m... turun kt stesen bank negara lbey kurg kul 10:00 a.m... jln kaki sampai s0go.. lepak dlm s0go jap.. kuar g jln tar.. pusing2 jln2 sampai aa kul 15:00 p.m... masuk s0go blek.. sh0pping dlm s0go lak.. kul 17:30 p.m... nk blek.. kit0rg jln aa smpi bank negara.. men naek je train yg ade kt situ.. x check pn train tu nk g mane.. patutnye, kit0rg naek train pelabuhan klang and turun kt shah alam.. lps kl sentral, patutnye angkasapuri.. kalau ikut yg bt0l aa.. tp tibe2 lps kl sentral, mid valley.. pulak daa.. kit0rg ternaek train seremban.. naseb baek perasan.. kalau x, paham sdiri aa.. kit0rg turun.. naek train patah balik kl sentral.. turun kt platf0rm 4.. g platf0rm 5 tunggu train pelabuhan klang.. and at last sampai aa kt shah alam.. huhu.. mama sure daa x c0nfident dgn aq lg lpas ni.. t0urist guide yg x slalu p0nteng class.. cam ni aa jd nye.. asyik salah naek je.. huhu.. haru sungguh.. m0ral less0n.. sng cite, tanye 0rg dlu.. c0nfirmkan train tu bt0l2.. kang tak pasal je.. heh..

lps ni aq x tau aa public transp0rt pe yg aq akan salah naek lg.. huhu.. yg bl0m.. taxi.. LRT.. flight.. tp insyaallah aq berusaha bsungguh-sungguh supaya x salah naek lg.. huhu.. flight imp0ssible k0t.. sbb my 'abah' (n0t my real papa) cakap ade steward check ticket.. kalau salah jugak memang bt0l maut aa.. huhu..

Fr0g PRINCE??? maybe PRINCESS.. hmm~

cute x katak kt atas ni?? up t0 u t0 decide.. but f0r me.. as l0ng as it is a katak.. i hate it.. tp katak ni cam cute gak.. juz bc0z it's pink.. that's all..

aq + katak = huruhara.. 0ne 0f my biggest ph0bia is katak.. sebab?? ntah aa.. tak ingat 0o.. tp, bnyk gak insiden2 yg tjadi antara aq dan katak.. s0me are..

time aq sk0la rendah dlu, de aa suatu hari, aq nk basuh asut sk0la.. aku pn siram aa kasut kanvas hitam tu dgn air paip.. tibe2 sebelah drpd kasut tu mengeluarkan air bubbles tanpa henti.. aq pn plek aa.. apesal aa kasut ni berbuih lak en.. stuh, aq yg masih kanak-kanak riang ria ribena tu pun l0mpat aa atas kasut yg berbuih td tu.. tibe2 seek0r katak mel0mpat keluar drpd kasut tu.. tp bukan katak je yg l0mpat.. aq pun j0in aa l0mpat stuh lari kuar drpd bilik air tu.. lastly, mak aq yg t0long basuh en kasut tu.. cuak seyh.. sampai skang kalau aq nk wat sesuatu bkaitan benda2 btutup aq suh 0rg len checkkan dlu benda tu.. hampas sungguh aq ni pun.. ade ke katak pn nk takut.. heh.. dah tu, nk wat cane en.. face the fact~

ble aq pindah sepintar, aq daa f0rm 4.. ble aq daa f0rm 4, aq amik pure science.. ble aq amik pure science aq kne study bi0logy.. ble aq study bi0logy, aq kene aa 0perate katak (sepatutnye aa).. walaubagaimanapun, 0leh sebab kecuakkan melampau thadap katak.. dgn jayanye aq escape.. mule2 camni.. cikgu de ckp kit0rg kne bedah katak.. cam sebulan b4 kit0rg patut bedah tu cikgu daa kasitau aa.. aq pun dgn bsungguh nye aa mindset s0 that nnt aq xde aa cuak sgt tgk katak.. mule2 aq ingt nk j0in je bedah katak tu.. sbb tu aq cube gak aa bfikiran p0sitive sket.. heh.. lps 2 minggu aq try mindset, satu prep malam ni.. aq pun naek aa kls cam biase.. tbe2 d0rg ckp pa'in daa dpt katak.. aq rase time tu lutut aq daa l0nggar daa.. muke pn cam daa xde darah aa.. mlm tu aq xmasuk kls pn.. huhu.. cuak nye pasal.. es0k paginye, time nk g sk0la, aq daa cam nk demam je pikir sal katak dlm kls 4jn tu.. tp nk wat canepun, aq kne g sk0la gak.. fewh.. 2 minggu dlm kls aq rase cam pucat je.. bnyk 0o katak dlm kls tu.. naim nye katak siap ade name lagi.. ntah ape ntah name katak tu.. daa laa mamat tu dgn bangga dan excitednye g tunjuk katak die dpn mata aq.. hampeh tol.. naseb baek aq x kuar siren b0mba.. aiseh.. 2 minggu yg sgt mcabar utk aq tr0s tgk katak dlm jn tu.. lastly, mase 0perate pun tibe.. suatu ptg jumaat pukul 15.15 p.m. di lab bi0.. dak2 jn kne g lab utk bedah katak.. time tu aq nye cuak xley blaa aa.. sepanjang dlm lab tu aq duk blkg peddy pegang baju die je.. sesaat pun aq xpandang katak tu.. dlm hati aq, cepat2 aa abis benda ni.. daa aa dak2 ds yg bi0logy xde dlm syllibus d0rg pun dtg j0in bedah katak.. aiseh.. dgn mereka2 tu g p0tong2 katak tu sampai lunyai.. mata kaki tangan katak sume di p0tong nye.. k0non nk kasi s0uvenir kt awek aa.. aq yg muke daa hijau biru col0r rainb0w ni punye aa thn nk muntah.. haru sungguh aa.. tunggu punye tunggu.. fewh.. abes gak benda ni.. dan aq aa 0rg 1st blaa dr lab tu.. aiy0o.. ngeri 0o.. time cikgu suh wat lab rep0rt pun aq xbukak buku practical tu.. aq salin shiqa nye lab rep0rt.. alasan.. dlm buku practical tu de gamba katak kena bedah.. heh.. pe aa masalah mental aq ni.. 0rg ckp katak x mkn 0rg.. tp aq prnh mimpi katak nk makan aq pe cite.. masalah sungguh.. papepun.. 0perate katak tu aq bejaya mengelakkan diri drpd membuatnye (ayat tunggang terbalik pehal).. huhu~

bnyk ag insiden2 yg aq x sebut.. sng cite.. the rest is hist0ry.. and t0 c0nclude.. I HATE FROGS.. say NO to katak~

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have fun.. kinda.. i d0n't really like what i've seen.. huhu~

mem0ries 0f my life

these are the s0ngs which i think have a l0t 0f meanings in my life...

RUANG RINDU

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalan ku hampar dan ku sentuh dia
Terasa hangat 0h di dalam hati
Ku pegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua ku lihat dia pergi

Tak pernah ku ragu dan slalu ku ingat
Jelingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada

Kau datang dan pergi 0h begitu saja
Semua ku terima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu



AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku diantara
Cinta yang rumit
Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud



KEMBALI SENYUM

Pantas kau diam membisu
Ada garis sendu di wajahmu
Salahkah sekadar aku bertanya
Berikan jawapan

Kuatkah ikatan cinta
Apa mungkin kasihmu setia
Tak ku duga airmata berlinang
Luka perasaanmu sayang

Sengaja hatimu ingin ku duga
Tak terlintas fikiran mencuriga cinta
Ku tahu seputih dingin salju
Itu warna cintamu

Kekasih usah merasa ragu dan sangsi
Kekasih cintaku takkan terbelah bagi
Keringkanlah airmata di pipimu sayang
Kembali senyum dan maafkanku

epil0g atma lara hawa

Hati... Sukar untuk ditafsir hanya dengan mata yang memerhati... Sejauh mana pandangan, sedalam mana renungan... nurani diri sukar diselami... Hati yang merintih sendiri, meratap dalam sepi, menangis dalam sunyi... Hati yang dambakan secebis kasih, sekelumit sayang, setitis perhatian... Atma penuh pengharapan, penuh impian... kadangkala, peng0rbanan perlu... gurisan-gurisan derita kini tak terkesan lagi... Tidak mungkin terungkai hanya dengan titis-titis mutiara jernih yang membasahi wajah... Yang bergenang penuh perit, penuh derita... Ada hikmah di sebalik segalanya... Kalam ringkas, namun kira diselami, dijadikan panduan mengharungi liku hidup, pasti tenang itu dapat digapai... Namun, insan itu tidak ada yang sempurna... Pasti ada khilaf, pasti ada celanya... Meski ditakdirkan sebaik-baik kejadian, sempurna itu terlalu tinggi tarafnya... Hanya ALLAH yang layak digelar sempurna... Ya Rabb Yang Esa, pencipta sekalian alam... Aku berlindung kepadamu dari segala kekhilafan, dari segala kelemahan diri ini... Saat manisnya bahagia baru menghampiri, ujian datang menerpa... Sesuatu harus diputuskan... Berk0rban, atau melihat peng0rbanan insan lain... Tidak tega melihat sahabat yang sangat disayangi berduka... Hati ini merelakan... Pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya... Aku melepaskan bahagia itu... Meleraikan tenang yang mula menggamit sukma lara ini... ALLAH itu Maha Adil... Mungkin ini yang terbaik untuk hawa kerdil ini... Sesungguhnya, ALLAH itu maha mengetahui... Segalanya, meski yang di luar batas akal insan... Ya ALLAH, bahagiakan dirinya... Aku bahagia andai dirinya bahagia... Akan ku pujuk atma resah ini... Akan ku sentiasa berm0h0n padaMu... Andai bahagia itu takdir untuknya, sepi ini kuterima pasrah... Hadirnya diriMu menemani malam-malam munajatku membuatkan diri ini sudah cukup bersyukur... Cukuplah anda Kau sudi menerima doaku untuknya... Cukuplah andai hanya Kau saja yang tahu derita diri ini... Hanya kepadaMu aku berserah, Hanya Kau saja tempatku berm0h0n, tempatku berlindung... Tetapkan hati ini untukMu YaALLAH, Ya Rabbul Izzati...

Nourynne Nadya

c0nfessi0n 0f a princess

hyee all...

i'm nashihin hanis ismail.. u may call me sheheen, haneez.. whatever u wish t0.. but make sure i like it.. date 0f birth, 4th september 1992.. live in shah alam.. currently studying in SBPI Rawang (08-09).. f0rmerly studying in Tadika Seri Anggerik (97-98).. SK Bukit Naga (99-04).. SMKA Kuala Selangor (05-07).. I'm the eldest and have 3 y0unger br0s.. yup, i'm the 0ne and 0nly princess.. haha.. i dunn0 what else t0 say.. i think that's all b0ut me.. 0ne m0re thing.. always live life fabul0usly.. adi0s~